Chapter 52 (2/2)

“I……” Li Sui pulled his own hair and leaned forward, he was clutching his own hair roughly, and his teeth were grinding, as if he was suffering fro reaction Uncle Yuen was about to come forward to comfort him when Li Sui walked a few steps forward He supported hi his hand on the wall as he vomited violently at a corner

“OhZiRui looked gri, he had just stood up and a gust of strong wind flashed by him He felt only pain at the back of his neck, then he fainted, falling into darkness as his eyes closed

Li Sui fell to the floor after aZiRui in astonishment, the person in question pulled his own hand back, he shook it in pain Then he murmured to the nurse beside him, “Give him tranquilizers”

Uncle Yuen was not assured, he stopped hi ZiRui frowned and explained patiently, “He is over-stiical reactions So, he must be injected with tranquilizers”

There were a lot of noises around, people were couing Li Sui felt like he had just climbed up from under the deep sea, he had a terrible headache, even his eyelids were heavy

Over the past years, he had been repeatedly drea on the operating table It was often said that dreas He had been repeatedly tor's disease had already beco his heart andhim

He hid that demon carefully, but every day he was afraid to relax even in his sleep He concealed it with perfect sot to prepare hihtmares become reality, he just could not bear the shock it delivered, and his spirit was almost completely shattered

Li Sui opened his eyes froht outside, he squinted and thought he was just having another nightmare He closed his eyes as usual and turned over on his sides

One after another, e he had locked hiradually felt a throbbing pain in his heart, his hands treet back to sleep Just like the countless nightain, all the bad things will disappear

“Nothing can be acco away” Suddenly there was a voice in his ears

Li Sui was shocked, his eyes flung open and looked at the person beside hi ZiRui leaned over to look at hie, his heart is very weak now We're using all the resources we have to rescue him I can't take care of two people at the sa Lu Shang, then you should control yourself”

Li Sui listened and blinked, he sat up and shook his head around a few ti ZiRui was actually a little sy ZiRui's eyes After acco for all these years, even as a trained doctor, he too found it soine what it would be like to sleep right next to Lu Shang every night and staying together day in and day out Now that so s had happened all at once, it was naturally difficult for hiood news is that Lu Shang has a strong sense to live My uncle and I are trying to stabilize hihting this alone, ill all help hian to overfloith emotions, “What can I do?”

“Take care of yourself and the Lu household”

Li Sui pushed the disco know that the success rate of the operation was only 10?”

Leung ZiRui said, ”He knows”

Seeing Li Sui staring at hined the consent for the risks The reason why he sent you aas because he didn't want you to hurt yourself for hi?”

Li Sui listened as his eyes were bloodshot again, this ti ZiRui was relieved and gave hi wants to live and spend the rest of his life with you, that's why he gaht for a future where both of you could be happy together For his sake, you should stop thinking about heart transplantation, OK?”

Li Sui sobbed and nodded, ”…… H, the hospital head (i) is asking for you to alternate with hi ZiRui's uncle, in raws the nurse called hi, Li Sui stopped Leung ZiRui and asked, “You will do your best, right?”

Leung ZiRui laughed and straightened out his lab coat, “Of course, that is our duty”

Although it was easy to say, in the face of Lu Shang's serious illness, Leung ZiRui still found it to be very difficult to deal with

He gathered several experts and after so to 's life for noever, extracorporeal enation (ECMO) could only buy theery is not performed in time, his life will end

The plan was finalized, the doctors took turns operating on the patient It took a whole day of hard work to finally stabilize Lu Shang's condition After the operation, Lu Shang had to be placed in the CCU (ii) for 24/7 observation As Lu Shang was in a deep coma, he could not communicate with people

T/N: (ii) Cardiac Care Unit, a kind of Intensive Care Unit specifically for coronary illnesses patients

“Is Leon here yet?”

“He's already on a plane He'll arrive here to his head around, he saw Li Sui standing outside the CCU, looking through the glassblankly, his heart was filled with a mix of different not-so-pleasant e Li Sui's view, from the , he could only see the monitor screens and the machines, but not the person Li Sui asked the nurses, they told him that all the ICUs only allow for family members to enter, and even ain access

Li Sui dared not bother Leung ZiRui again, so he stayed outside the door When he got tired, he would lean on the door for a while and rest He was probably severely frightened this ti hiain

After nightfall, the corridor was even quieter, the sounds of the heart nified In Li Sui's ear, the sound was at the sa

In theZiRui ca outside the CCU faithfully, he sat on the ground and fell asleep leaning on the CCU's outer door (iii) Leung ZiRui's heart softened, he froze in thoughts, then went to get a thick coat and a sterile gown After that, he woke Li Sui up

T/N: (iii) To keep the CCU as pathogen-free as possible, there's one more room before the actual CCU, the room is for visitors to disinfect theloves, and faceZiRui interrupted hi that she had gone on her rounds to inspect the rooown to Li Sui and said, “Wear theive you more Don't make any noises, and don't let my uncle know about this”

After that, he secretly opened the door to the CCU using his identification card for Li Sui

Li Sui thanked hi ZiRui gave hi and a face mask, when Li Sui entered the room, he was still able to smell a familiar scent He slowed down his steps, as if he was afraid of waking up the sleeping person

Lu Shang laid on a special hospital bed, he was covered with various en 's eyes were closed, his face hite, he seeht at the head of the bed, Li Sui wouldn't be able to tell if he was looking at a living person or a corpse,

Li Sui did not dare to hold Lu Shang's hand, he only touched Lu Shang's fingertips through the nitrile gloves he earing A delicate sensation trans his brain His brain gave him the conclusion that what he touched was not some illusion, but real At that moment, Li Sui did not knohy, but he wanted to cry He curled hi on the floor, he cal to the sound of the instru time before he could suppress the bitterness and sourness in his throat

He sat beside the bed, as he looked at Lu Shang's pale cheeks, all kinds of eh his heart He only had one s he wished to say Despite that, all the words were stuck at his throat, the only words that came out as audible sound were simple, but it represented what Li Sui most desired, “Please don't leave me behind……”