Chapter 169 - He had never wanted her (2/2)

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Changyu looked at the door with lifeless eyes. What happened to her life? To her plans?

She had planned to live the rest of her life with Jianjun. He was the only man she ever loved.

One time when the crazy thought popped into her head to run away with him, she had asked him to travel with her but he had flatly declined.

He had a family. He had an obligation. He didn't want to throw it all away because he wanted to run from her parents who objected to their relationship.

It had pissed her off. She threw a tantrum childishly and accused him of not loving her. Things became even worse when she saw him hugging Helene intimately one evening.

That period, had been the worse in her entire life. She could not handle the heartbreak. She had been having emotional issues and that worsened it to the point where she was diagnosed with mental illness.

Her parents were also busy frustrating her. They locked her up and forbade her from going anywhere. She was put on surveillance for 24hours. She gradually began to lose control and her sanity.

She couldn't believe that she was in there while Jianjun was busy with Helene. Her family had even showed her pictures of the both of them smiling happily together while urging her to completely forget about him.

She was in there. Locked because of him. Because she loved him! But he didn't care about her. Did he even love her at all? What if he was playing with her because she offered herself to him cheaply?

She threw and destroyed everything in the room to the point where nothing tangible was left.

Once in a while, her parents came into the room to remind her how to act and behave when her in-laws came. She have having a tough time and all they cared about was the in-laws?

She pleaded with them to let her out at least. It was becoming very suffocating. She could no longer eat well or sleep well. Everything irritated her. Until the day she finally collapsed.

They had not even taken her to a hospital and had brought the medical team to her 'prison' instead. And that was when they all learned that she was pregnant!

That was the greatest shock of her life and the greatest blow her family ever received.

But somehow, she was happy. She knew her family would no longer push her to marry the contesting governor's son. She also felt that Jianjun and the Wangs would be interested once she told them about it. Maybe her family might allow her marry Jianjun since she was carrying his child.

After having her maid smuggle in a system for her to send a mail to Jianjun, letting him know she was pregnant, she didn't know what happened anymore. All she knew was that she received an e-mail after trying to check if he had left any for her. She had received a message of him telling her he didn't want her and wasn't interested in her at all. He told her he loved Helene and wanted to be with her instead and to get rid of the baby.

The shock she received was greater than the one she received when realised she was pregnant.

He had never wanted her.

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She smiled sadly. Why did she still feel sad even after so many years?

She didn't even know why she had gone to his place in the first place. She just found herself driving there.

Seeing him for the first time in so many years plus all the rush of emotions she had been feeling the past few hours had caused her to collapse.