Chapter 1469 (1/2)
In the past two years, Li Xueer always remembers her mistakes in that year, so she is almost abnormal in her study. She is extremely strict with herself, and every detail forces her to be perfect.
She's used to criticizing herself and thinking hard, but she knows the truth... It's not really forbidden medicine, it's just that she's tampered with the packaging. The formula and the pharmaceutical manufacturer are all regular.
Knowing that grandma's death is not directly related to this medicine... It won't make her happy, but helpless.
This truth has been two years late. If only it had come earlier.
But there is no regret medicine in the world.
Li xue'er took a deep breath and sucked her nose again. She asked helplessly, ”why, why...” ”yes, I'm sorry...” finally, Feng Xin could only say these three words.
”...” Li xue'er shakes her head helplessly. She doesn't accept this kind of apology. At that time, everyone regarded her as an enemy. She was treated coldly by everyone, and she was also rejected outside the funeral door. At that time, if Feng Xin really couldn't hold her breath, maybe she would kill herself.
Because of a misunderstanding, she lost a relationship and was exiled abroad. In the past two years, she blamed herself and lived in pain... She tried to commit suicide several times, but it was Chu Chen who saved her.
After she was rescued from her last suicide, Li xue'er told herself that no matter what happened in the future, she would never commit suicide again, nor would she... Return to Fengxin's side, she would never approach this man again.
”Well, I'm all right now. Actually, knowing the truth is not bad for me. I should laugh loudly instead of crying hypocritically. I can be a doctor in the future. I can face those patients confidently. I'm very happy...” Li Xueer also thanks those patients who are willing to cooperate with the treatment again. Her research object is tumor, Also hope to be able to cure these patients as much as possible.
Feng Xin stood aside and observed silently, only to find that she was not so relaxed in her words.
She's... Really emotional.
Feng Xin didn't know what had happened to her in the past two years. What's more, she didn't know the position of Chu Shen in her mind
During Li Xueer's working hours, Feng Xin doesn't mess around, but once she gets off work, Feng Xin rushes into the office and forcibly pulls her out.
”Feng Xin, what are you doing?” Li Xueer Si is not afraid. She is not the murderer who killed her grandmother. She can finally refute him.
”Take you to a place...” the place in my heart is Grandma's tombstone.
Li Xueer is not surprised at all, but very naturally, reaches out and caresses the black-and-white photo of grandma, ”grandma, I've come to see you! I'm very happy to see you today. I'm very happy... ”
”I'm sorry!” In front of grandma's tombstone, Feng Xin once again, and solemnly apologized to her.
”Oh.” Li xue'er just laughs, he apologizes so, just want to get her forgiveness, so his heart will be better, he has always been so selfish.
”Feng Xin, you are really selfish, I forgive you, and then...” Li xue'er said jokingly, ”can't change anything.”
”I told you that I want to be with you again. Now that the truth has come out, do you think I can let you go?” Seal heart bottom of a sudden loose, also Xinkui, he had mentioned before compound, otherwise Li Xueer will think, he just because know the truth, will be willing to choose her.
”In fact, the truth is not important... The important thing is that we have been separated for two years, which has really changed too many things. You and I have been impossible for a long time. In fact, I can slowly accept your apology, but I can't do anything superfluous!” Li xue'er stepped back. ”Chu Chen and I will be fine. Please don't make trouble again.”
”Oh, I know...” of course, he knew, and Chu Chen was the number one person. He lowered his eyes and continued, ”well, be a friend first.”
”Didn't I hear you wrong? In the past, you didn't like to be friends... ”Li Xueer was very surprised.
”But I can't help it. Being a friend makes us closer, doesn't it?” Feng Xin asked with a smile, then stepped forward and grasped her wrist, ”let's go, I'll take you home.”
”No, you send me down the mountain, I let him pick me up...” Li xue'er grasps the scale accurately.
”You don't have to show off your feelings to me. I just feel that since I dragged you in person, of course I'll send you home.”
Later, Li Xueer did not struggle any more, but went home with ease.
After getting out of the car, Li Xueer turned around and just said goodbye.
Feng Xin lowered the window at the right time. ”I will continue to support the medical expenses of the patients you have. If you want to set up a welfare home, I am willing to contribute... Grandma will be happy when she knows.”
”I thank you for the patients.” Li Xueer has also considered that Liu Ye's support for those cancer patients, together with Feng Xin's help, can at least help some people.
”I heard that in addition to the urban areas, there are also some remote places with this kind of patients...” Feng xintiaomei said, ”when I'm ready to have time, I'll go to the mountains to have a look... If you don't have time, it's OK.”
Frankly speaking, Li Xueer doesn't want to go away with Feng Xin alone. Soon, Li Xueer comes up with a plan that she can take several colleagues from other units together.
”Well, when you go, please let me know... ”After Li Xueer said that, she turned around immediately, without any more nonsense.
He would rather stay up late to work and adjust his time to increase his chances of contact with her than delay for fear that she would change her mind.
He knows better than anyone that a doctor's mind is more proud only when he treats and helps more people.
Just like a storyteller who can get more people's support is the biggest gift.
The next morning, Li Xueer unexpectedly Chu Chen had been waiting at the door.
He and Feng Xin are obviously different, one likes to make big noise, and he is so low-key.
Li xue'er frowned and asked, ”when did you come here and wait for a long time?”