1031 Starting Afresh (1/2)
She was really mad with jealousy.
Upon hearing her words, Fu Qinglun finally stopped biting the insides of his cheeks and froze for a moment. Stretching out his arm, he pulled her into his embrace.
He hugged her so tight, wanting to become one with her, for her to fuse into his blood and bones.
Foolish girl.
His foolish girl.
She need not be jealous because of anyone.
Who was she? Lin Shiyu, she was so talented and charming. Back then when she was still a student, she was the dream lover of countless boys when she wore that white dress, holding a few books in her hands.
Who could compare to her?
Noone. Absolutely noone at all.
When she was 21 years old, she spent only one year to make it into the international scene. She was crowned the queen of the music industry, with her wavy long hair and flowy dress, she took the hearts of many.
He was one of them.
He was one of the many people who loved her.
But now, what kind of life was Lin Shiyu leading?
She had given up everything just for Little Lemon. She no longer played her favorite piano, she no longer sang, she was no longer that dazzling star.
She had been emptied out.
She had landed herself in such a plight.
She even had to be jealous of the owner of the ovary, jealous of the surrogate. Who were they even? How could they even compare to her?
Why?
Love would make them discover the best versions of ourselves. But why did she lead such a pathetic life after being together with him?
If he had been just a second late just now, just a second, she would have fallen from the 18th storey.
She had a demon in her heart, she was sick.
All of it was because of him.
Lin Shiyu's eyes reddened while in his arms, huge drops of tears trickling down her cheeks. She stretched her arms out, encircling his trim waist as she sobbed. ”Fu Qinglun, I don't want you to have a child with another woman. I really don't want you to have a child with another woman…
”If you really have a child with another woman, I… won't want you anymore, you don't understand… Cries…”
She couldn't stop crying, her tears just came out without control.
Fu Qinglun's throat was dry, he moved his lips, but nothing came out from his mouth. He didn't know what to say. He could only hug her, hold her in his arms tightly.
Despair and helplessness grew with a crazy speed in his heart.
…
Lin Shiyu had fallen asleep and Fu Qinglun sat beside her, holding her cold hand.
He couldn't stop planting kisses on her hand.
What should he do?
What was he going to do with her?
”Ah Sen.” Sikong suddenly appeared.
Fu Qinglun got out of his daze, covering a blanket over Lin Shiyu's body, he stepped out of the lounge.
Along the corridor, Fu Qinglun looked at Sikong. ”How's Shi'shi?”
”Ah Sen, Shiyu is not doing well. Little Lemon's matter has ruined her and adding on your matters, she has severe depression. She has displayed symptoms of hallucination and even… suicide tendencies.”
Severe depression?
It seared into Fu Qinglun's mind. There had been cases of patients with depression committing suicide almost every day in recent years.
It was a frightening illness, not easily curable with just medication.
”Ah Sen, it's really a sticky situation now. Little Lemon is going through V2 chemotherapy every day and we've found the surrogate. You will also have to wait for the sperm and ovary to match, this needs to be settled as soon as possible.
”Also, Shiyu had depression and she needs treatment for that, but with all these things going on, she can't possibly go for therapy yet. Little Lemon's condition and the surrogate matter would only keep triggering her. Once the stress and agony she suffers from exceeds a normal level that most humans can take, she would want to escape from the situation. It is very likely that Shiyu would attempt suicide for the second time.”