1028 She Ran over to Him (1/2)

She didn't want anything else, all she wanted was for Little Lemon to live on well.

Fu Qinglun moved his lips, his voice husky. ”You're going to forsake me just for Little Lemon?”

Lin Shiyu moved backwards slowly. ”Every single time I see Little Lemon suffering, I question my decision to give birth to her three years ago. The doctor had advised me to abort her, but I decided to be selfish. My mom had left, leaving my behind all alone. I felt really lonely, so I decided to give birth to her so that she could accompany me.

”However, Little Lemon has been suffering her entire life. She was constantly sick and all because of this sickness, she couldn't have fun outside like other kids. She couldn't run around and enjoy the sun outside. She had matured so quickly, becoming so sensible at such a young age. Look how she has become now.

”I want to save her, I really want to save her so badly. It really hurts here, I can't even breathe properly because it hurts so much…”

Her lashes fluttered and Lin Shiyu clutched at her chest, wanting to dig her heart out. That way, she wouldn't feel pain anymore.

Her eyes reddened and tears welled up in her eyes. It was winter and the cold wind blew around, she felt cold all over, about to collapse anytime when the wind blew on her.

Fu Qinglun's heart wrenched in pain, it hurt to even breathe. They had known each other for so many years, but it was his first time seeing the strong, staid Shi'shi reveal such a weak side of herself.

It was all his fault.

If it wasn't for him, her health wouldn't have been wrecked and she wouldn't have to suffer from recurrent pregnancy loss.

His throat was dry, stretching his arms out, he walked in front, wanting to hug her. ”Shi'shi…”

”Don't touch me!”

Lin Shiyu avoided him, taking a few steps back again. She looked at him warily. ”Fu Qinglun, don't touch me, I beg you to not… Once you come close, it hurts even more here… It doesn't stop, it only gets more painful, please don't force me…”

Fu Qinglun froze, not able to take a step forward at all. A voice resounded in his ears—-Don't force me.

With every step that he took, he was forcing her.

He knew that she loved him.

She had said it once, she would never let him have a child with another woman, over her dead body. But now, it wasn't about her, but rather, Little Lemon's life was at stake.

One one hand was him and the other was Little Lemon. She was sandwiched between the two till she could no longer breathe.

Her blood would bleed if she had to give him up.

No one was in more agony than her right now.

His love had become the greatest pain for her.

Fu Qinglun slowly retracted his arms. His eyes reddened and he smiled, knowing that he shouldn't behave like this.

He should do something else to lessen the pain for her. His woman and his daughter, he would protect them both.

”Fine, Shi'shi. I'll phone Sikong right away and get him to find a surrogate. I'll have a child with another woman, I'll make sure to save Little Lemon's life,” Fu Qinglun said with a gentle voice.

Hearing his promise, Lin Shiyu could hear her heart breaking into a million shards. He had promised her.

But her heart fell onto the ground at the very same time, breaking into a million shards. She could hear the sounds of her heart breaking so clearly.

Lowering her head, she looked at her toes, sounding like she wasn't affected at all. She spoke calmly, ”Mm, it should be settled as soon as possible. Little Lemon can't wait any longer.”

”Shi'shi, let me take you home.”

Lin Shiyu shook her head. ”There's no need, you can just head home now. And also, I would like to move out from the castle. I want to rent an apartment nearby the hospital so that it's convenient for me to take care of Little Lemon.”

Fu Qinglun's pupils contracted. ”You're moving out?”

She wanted to live separately from him?

She said, she couldn't stand even a speck of dust, but he hadn't expected her to be so serious about it. He had known that she was ruthless all along, but he hadn't expected her to be that ruthless.

”Shi'shi…”

”Go back now, I'll leave too.”

Before he could even say anything, Lin Shiyu turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

”Shi'shi!”

”Fu Qinglun, don't follow me. Just let me have some space. Please.”

Fu Qinglun stopped once she said that. His feet felt so heavy and he could only watch as she walked away, disappearing before his eyes.