960 Ill Never Let You Bear a Child with Another Woman (2/2)
Was he dreaming? This world was too unreal.
…
Lin Shiyu was still sobbing. The pain in her heart was overwhelming and she could only cry. At this moment, she heard a deep and charismatic voice. ”Shi'shi.”
Shi'shi.
Lin Shiyu's quivering shoulders instantly froze and she looked up. Fu Qinglun was holding Little Lemon's hand and standing in front of her.
Both father and daughter were here.
”Mommy, why are you crying?”
Little Lemon instantly lunged forward. As she stretched her little hands out to wipe her Mommy's tears, she also tried to blowdry her Mommy's tears.
What should she do? Little Lemon felt like crying too when she saw Mommy crying.
Lin Shiyu promptly dried her tears as she did not want to frighten Little Lemon. For her daughter, she had to be brave.
She stood up.
Just then, Fu Qinglun walked over. He grasped her slender waist and kissed her cold forehead with knitted brows. ”I thought… you had left.”
Lin Shiyu smiled amidst her tears. ”I heard what you said in the study room. I wanted to leave, but… I'm wearing your ring on my hand. Where can I go?”
From the moment the ring was put on her finger, she told herself in her heart that she would never let go of his hand again.
It was painful to hold on.
But it was even more painful to let go.
Hearing her words, Fu Qinglun promptly pulled her into his arms. Her delicate body had turned cold from being outside for so long. He wished he could assimilate her into his flesh and bone then and there so that she could feel his body warmth.
He kissed her hair over and over again. ”When I was on the way here, I couldn't stop thinking about what would happen to Little Lemon and me if you really left. Shi'shi, we can't live without you!”
Little Shi'shi's icy-cold and pale face laid close to his heart. Her hands were hanging by her sides and she remained quiet in his arms. Her tears streamed down her face and she gently closed her eyes.
”Shi'shi, I'll be honest with you. Yes, it's true that the egg retrieval process failed and that we needed to think of another solution. One way was for you to give birth, the other way was to get a surrogate mother to give birth. We can't procrastinate any longer for Little Lemon's sake. I don't have any other choice. Trust me, Shi'shi, I'm hurting inside too.”
Lin Shiyu stretched her hand out and gently pushed him away. She looked at him through her tears. ”I choose the first option.”
”What?”
”Fu Qinglun, let's have another child.”
Fu Qinglun's eyes instantly reddened and he said in a hoarse voice, ”Have you thought about it carefully? You know that it will be very dangerous for you to give birth. Both you and the child's lives are at risk.”
”I've thought about it carefully. I'll give birth myself and save Little Lemon. You said yourself that we can't drag things any longer. I will try my best to protect the child and myself, to protect us. Even if… even if I can't do it, Sikong can retrieve the fetal hair for testing at the fourth month. Little Lemon…”
”That's enough!” Fu Qinglun cut off her words. He grasped her shoulders forcefully and gazed deeply into her ears pleadingly. ”Shiyu, you keep talking about Little Lemon. What about me? Has it ever crossed your mind that I need you too? If something happens to you, what should I do?… Shiyu, you are so cruel to me. You've never considered my feelings!”
Fu Qinglun forcefully shook her shoulders. His eyes were bloodshot and exhibited boundless pain and turmoil. He loved and needed her. He had always been a selfish person and he wanted both her and Little Lemon.
He wanted her to give him a home.
He couldn't bear to live without her by his side.
Lin Shiyu wiped off her tears and gradually curved her lips. ”Fu Qinglun, didn't you hear me clearly when I was drunk that time? I'm telling you again. I love you, and I'll never let you bear a child with another woman, even if that means risking my life.”