944 Is It Alright If the Child Isnt Mine? (1/2)

She had always felt guilty, and was unable to get over it. She was unable to forgive and she was unable to forget.

It was as she had said. Everything that happened in the past was because he couldn't stop loving her. But as the victim, she was the one who was choosing not to forgive.

She couldn't stop blaming herself, doubting herself and putting herself down because of Little Lemon's disease.

How could she possibly forgive him if she couldn't even forgive herself?

And now she had to give birth to another child just to save Little Lemon.

Fate was playing a huge joke on them.

What a cruel joke.

This was akin to prying open the bloody wounds in her heart yet again, so that she could relive those nightmares again, forcing her to relive the pain.

Her body wouldn't be able to take the burden of having another child. Her courage had all disappeared during the year she gave birth to Little Lemon.

If she could do everything once again, she might have chosen not to give birth to Little Lemon, to save her from all this pain.

Now that she was offered this choice, there was no way she was going to choose it. Having another child would mean unleashing their horrible past once again.

Fu Qinglun frowned. He actually hadn't intended on telling her this. He knew that telling her would mean bringing her more pain.

But she was Little Lemon's mother. She had the right to know.

This was the first time he had felt so powerless.

…

At the hospital.

Little Lemon was already feeling better. She sat on the bed stroking her raven black hair. ”Mommy, it's fine. You can help me shave my hair off. Once I've recovered, I can grow my hair back again.”

How was her daughter just so good?

Lin Shiyu picked up the scissors and cut Little Lemon's soft, silky hair off.