399 Miscarriage (1/2)
Lin Shiyu was bleeding.
How could there be so much blood?
Lu Qi'er froze for a moment before she quickly revealed a wicked smile. Was Lin Shiyu… pregnant? And now she had suffered a… miscarriage?
That was great! The heavens really were on her side after all!
Fu Qinglun still had his lips in Lin Shiyu's scented hair as he said, ”Mrs Fu, shall we stop fighting already? Can't we lead our lives happily together from now on?”
Lin Shiyu's hands landed on his broad chest and she pushed him away. ”Young Master Fu, I'm afraid that you'll push me out to take the bullets for Lu Qi'er next time if I agree.”
Fu Qinglun let go of her and his pupils contracted, Lin Shiyu's beautiful face was covered in sweat and incredibly pale. She seemed feeble, like she was about to collapse and her skin was clammy and cold to the touch.
He felt as though someone had squeezed his heart tight, he hurriedly touched her face and asked anxiously, ”What's wrong, are you hurt anywhere?”
Lin Shiyu felt herself bleeding down below, something was coming out of her stomach.
In an instant, she was slapped in the face with the cold realization of what had happened. The bad appetite over the past few weeks, the constant wanting to throw up, how she was always so tired. So it turned out… she was pregnant.
And now, she had a miscarriage.
She had never planned on getting pregnant, she simply wasn't ready to become a mother. But… now her heart felt like it was torn into a million shreds. Her baby… Her baby was gone, just like that.
She hadn't even had a chance to realize, until it was too late. It was only until the last moments of its life that she realized.
Baby, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I could never meet you.
I'm so sorry.
Tears welled up in Lin Shiyu's eyes and started streaming down her face.
She cried.
She was actually crying.
Fu Qinglun's facial muscles tensed up and he was caught off guard. Even after knowing her for such a long time, even when he took away her 'Legend', when he raped her on their wedding night, when he pushed her out to exchange for Lu Qi'er's safety… Even then, she had never cried.
He had assumed that she wasn't someone who would cry.
That was his first time ever seeing her cry.
The bullet was deep inside his right arm and he couldn't lift it up. He could only use his left hand to wipe her tears away, but she just couldn't stop crying. Her tears were warm and it scalded his palm.
”What's wrong? Why are you crying? Tell me.”
He couldn't stand watching her cry.
He couldn't stand it at all.
Lin Shiyu lifted her teary eyes and looked at him. ”Fu Qinglun, did you do something to the birth control pills?”
Fu Qinglun froze, how did she find out?
”I…”
”Fu Qinglun, there's something you should know. There was actually one moment when I liked you.”
I liked you.
Her words seared into his brain. What did she just say? She said… she liked him.
Her words were too sudden and he didn't know how to react. His gaze turned passionate.
”Shi'shi…” He called her name gently.
”However,” Lin Shiyu interrupted his words, ”That was in the past. Now, I don't like you anymore. And in the future, I won't like you either. I will never, ever like you.”
Fu Qinglun was on an emotional roller coaster, he grabbed her waist and pulled her into his arms. ”Shi'shi, I won't allow it, I don't allow it!”