Chapter 1834 (1/2)
One day of heavy rain, in front of the traffic lights, there was a constant flow of people and vehicles. Feng Sinan stood in the rain, with a big palm clasping the window of the co driver's seat, looked at her and told her --- Su Xiaoying, I like you.
Su Xiaoying heard the ”crackling” sound of rain outside. The cold autumn rain inexplicably made people feel cold and sad.
Su Xiaoying raised her eyes and looked at Feng Sinan. ”It's not you, is it?”
Feng Sinan's deep narrow eyes baptized by the rain sank quickly. He knew that his secret was known by her.
In fact, he knows he can't hide it.
Feng Sinan deeply stared at Su Xiaoying's soft and bright face, and then slowly hooked his thin lips, ”Su Xiaoying, it doesn't matter if it's me. What's important is that the man you've loved for so many years has always been me. Although love is wrong, love is love.”
”Sakura, I love you too. If you ask me how much I love, my love is for you to turn back and for your rebirth.”
Su Xiaoying shook her head. ”Maybe it's not important for you, but it's very important for me. Feng Sinan, go back. I still say that. There's no possibility between us.”
”Why? Just because I had so many women, just because I cheated in marriage?” Feng Sinan lowered his voice, ”OK, I apologize to you. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.”
Feng Sinan was also reasonable. When he was short of words, he didn't know what else he could say except sorry.
He knows she cares, which is normal. He has had a lot of women. She should care, but he doesn't know how to make up for it.
It's all in the past. There's no regret medicine in the world.
”Feng Sinan, that's enough. It's over between you and me. I've taken a wrong road and don't want to go on. In the future, you are you and I am me. There is no relationship between us.”
Su Xiaoying stretched out her small hand, pulled away his five fingers on the window one by one, and then slid onto the window.
At this time, the red light turned green. Su Xiaoying looked at Feng Chen around her, ”Dr. Feng, let's go.”
Feng Chen looked at Feng Sinan, ”Xiao Ying, are you sure you want to go? Sinan seems to be hurt.”
Su Xiaoying raised her eyes and looked at the rear-view mirror outside. There was a large amount of blood flowing out at FengSi south station.
Just now she didn't notice. Now she found that the wound on his chest had been torn and was bleeding.
He didn't go, so he stood in the rain. It was easy for his wound to be infected and inflamed.
Su Xiaoying took back her eyes, ”let's go.”
Feng Chen nodded, ”OK, I'll call Secretary Jin.”
Maybach galloped away.
……
The car left, so did Su Xiaoying. Feng Sinan stood in place and watched them disappear.
The two big palms hanging on his side tightly clenched into fists, and Feng Sinan felt a good pain in his heart.
It was like a big palm came in and took away his heart. The feeling of emptiness, with the pain of tearing his heart and lungs, made him almost unbearable.
He had never felt like this before.
Is this... Love?
Feng Sinan hung his thin lips and smiled. He was still right. He couldn't afford to play with feelings.
He would have stopped playing if he had known that his heart hurt so much.
He was dumped.
Oh.
At this time, an extended business luxury car stopped, and Secretary Jin ran with a black umbrella, ”president.”
Secretary Jin has been with this man for so many years. For the first time, he looks so out of control and out of his mind.
”President, it's time for us to go back. You left everything behind and wanted the time of this day. I don't know what happened between you and Miss Su on this day, but I'm deeply shocked by your choice. You chose to give up everything for Miss Su.”
”But in such a high position, everyone can't help it. President, you make too many enemies. Once you fall, let alone Feng Hao, other political enemies will fight back madly.”