Chapter 333 (1/2)
”I...” Xu Yining's expression is a little too excited, and his voice is choked with a slight depression, as if there are many difficult words to be revealed.
She wanted to let go, but she refused. The atmosphere was a little stiff.
Finally, Fu Yunqian rescued Tang Xiaoyan's hand from Xu Yining, and said: ”Mr. Han, Mrs. Han, sit down and have a cup of tea.”
Xu Yining's eyes are moist, and he is obviously struggling to endure. Seeing Tang Xiaoyan frowning frequently, Han Zhijing takes Xu Yining's hand and says to Fu Yunqian, ”I suddenly remember that I have something to do with Yining, so I'll leave first. Yunqian, take good care of Xiaoyan.”
Xu Yining looked at Tang Xiaoyan, with no blood on his face, tears in his eyes, the eyes Tang Xiaoyan thinks that Han Jingyu has just passed away, and Xu Yining's depression is understandable, but the way she looks at herself Too much hidden.
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Han Zhijing insists on taking Xu Yining away. Tang Xiaoyan stares at his two hurried figures and frowns at Fu Yunqian: ”do you have something to hide from me? Why did Xu Yining come here? Now she sees that I should hate to kill me and slap me in the face.”
People's normal emotions need to be vented. She suffered so much trauma, which is the normal stress response. Now Obviously not.
“……” Fu Yunqian looked at her with a strange look in his eyes. ”Do you just want to be beaten?”
“…… I'm just telling the truth, but now, can you tell me what's going on
Fu Yunqian hugged her and sat down on one side of the sofa. The soft sofa sank into a big piece in an instant. He held her hand with his slender and good-looking big hand. This kind of treasure and weight made Tang Xiaoyan feel scared for no reason: ”what's the matter, what do you want to say?”
”Have you ever thought that your mother Peng Yuan, why don't you like it? ” His voice has always been low, especially when he says a word so seriously, with a man's unique magnetic, more gentle and beautiful.
Tang Xiaoyan body a Zheng, some resist want to take his hand back, but he pressed her hand, press on his own thigh, don't let her move a cent: ”this is your knot, you must have thought of.”
”Oh.” Tang Xiaoyan's resistance gradually grew, and he could only bear it desperately, ”now that you know, why ask again.”
When she was a child, she followed Peng Yuan through the streets and led such a hard life. How many children's ugly words came back and forth in her ears. What illegitimate daughter, the child no one wanted, is still so unpleasant in retrospect. As for Peng Yuan's cold and light attitude, she has no father, and she does not expect to be like other people's children, loved by her parents. She only cares I hope I can get a little warmth from my mother.
Unfortunately, no, nothing.
Peng Yuan is like a stranger to her. Peng Yuan was only responsible for raising her, but never cared about her desolate inner world.
Before she met Fu Yunqian again, she must work hard to live, so that she can grow up, be independent, and get rid of the cold bondage as soon as possible.
Of course, she is eager for her father's love. Which child doesn't want to grow up in the palm of her parents' hands? That's why Peng Yuan's attitude hurt her so much.
Fu Yunqian asked her why Peng Yuan didn't like her. Is that necessary? ”Because I am her oil bottle, I drag her down, so that she can't find a good man to marry, and let her live in the rumors of unmarried children to be criticized. Maybe it's because seeing me will remind her of that man, so on the one hand, she doesn't like me, on the other hand, she has to support me. In fact, I think it's very sad.”
A few wisps of light poured down from the curtain gap on the balcony. Tang Xiaoyan shrank in Fu Yunqian's arms, sniffed, and said bitterly: ”she hates me so much, of course, why should she give birth to me?”
”In other words, if Jin Yan stayed with you, would you give him up? Would you be bad to him? ” Fu Yunqian's thin lips sounded softly in her ears.
Tang Xiaoyan suddenly sat up straight and looked at him seriously and seriously: ”how can this be? It's the meat that fell from me. My efforts are my heart and liver. If I don't have you, I will double love him, love him and give him all I have. How can I not love him and treat him badly?”
She said it loud and angry, as if it was an insult to her. However, Fu Yunqian lowered his head and looked at her with deep eyes: ”do you understand now?”
”Understand what?” Tang Xiaoyan felt that his eyes were like a magnet, full of suction. If she was not careful, she would make people indulge in them. She could not keep up with his thoughts.
Fu Yunqian sighed, curled his slender fingers, and flicked them on her forehead: ”you also said that it's your own child, and you will only love her more, and vice versa.”
”The other way round?” She thought along with his words, ”if it's not her own child, don't you need to love it?”
All of a sudden, the whole room was silent.When he didn't speak, she widened her eyes and pinched her nails into his palm.
Fu Yunqian had been on guard. When she opened her mouth, she had already bowed her head and kissed her.
The light in the room is very bright, and there are scattered bird calls outside the window. He kisses very hard. Her body shakes like chaff. His fingers rub her black hair and gently slide over her waist. The voice is very light: ”don't be afraid, everything has me.”
He did not release her, but has been holding her, at this time, any words of comfort is not as important as gentle accompany.
She studied psychology. After giving her psychological hints, she gradually calmed down, but more importantly, she felt cold. Leaning against Fu Yunqian, she was not willing to move, and her mood became more and more depressed: ”is this why she has been treating me like that all the time?”