Chapter 155 - I’ll Beg You (1/2)

Qiu Ling stared blankly. How had that happened? They had barely spoken to each other and he had already been rejected?

He shivered in the cold breeze. He had been rejected. Jing He … he didn't want to marry him. He didn't like him. He didn't want to see him anymore. He hated him!

Qiu Ling squatted down on the ground. He couldn't help but think of that scene in the sea two days back. That one red eye and those red markings that were reflected on the surface of that pearl. Had Jing He … somehow found out? Was that it? Did he hate him because of that?

Qiu Ling pressed his eyes shut. No, that was impossible. Jing He was but a mortal now. He couldn't know of it. Especially not this fast. It had to be something else.

'I just feel like … it's not supposed to be.' Jing He's voice echoed in his mind. Qiu Ling lifted his hands and cradled his head. It's not supposed to be. We're not supposed to be. We … aren't supposed to be.

He shook his head to make the thoughts go away but they just wouldn't stop. No! He wouldn't accept this! He couldn't accept it. He couldn't lose Jing He. Not him. Not him …

Qiu Ling thought back to that day when he had first seen him.

Those glittering lights that should illuminate the venue had ticked him off, the music that was being played in the background got on his nerves and it disgusted him to have all those people around him whom he didn't know and for whom he didn't care anyway. He especially hated those women who had pestered him the whole evening. He wanted them to go away!

He had stared at them as ferociously as he could until they finally backed off. When Qiu Ling had a bit of freedom he turned around and suddenly his whole world lit up:

He had stood there, dressed in that blue robe with its simple design that gave him a noble and elegant bearing that stood out between these people who dressed as gaudily as they could to attract attention onto themselves. In fact, weren't all of them there to highlight this person's elegance?

The lights that had irritated Qiu Ling's eyes just a moment ago painted beautiful highlights onto Jing He's hair and made his pale skin look especially soft, as if it was begging him to go over and extend his hand to verify if it really was as it seemed. Somehow, those lights seemed lovely now. Who had arranged them in this perfect way? He should ask that person for advice on how to arrange the lights in his own palace!

And then he heard Jing He speak and the annoying music turned into a magnificent accompaniment that couldn't be missed. Ah, the gods really knew how music had to be made! He should ask them to lend him some of their musicians for his use in the dragon realm. And then he could invite that person over.

Just like that all those things suddenly seemed less unbearable to him. No, not just that. They were alright now, they were something he liked because they were what had led to him finding this person and finally making his heart beat again.

Yes, all the things he had had to endure in his life suddenly seemed unimportant. When he saw Jing He for the first time he felt like all this suffering had been worth it. Who cared about all that? As long as it led him to this person's side, he could live with it.

It was like Qiu Ling had said to Jing Yi when he proposed: Taking one look at him and hearing one of his words had been enough. He had fallen head over heels for him. This person was his true love, the one he was destined to be with. He had always believed in that.