Chapter 662 (1/2)
Shen Zhiyu tentatively reaches out his hand and wants to touch Xia Beiqing's cheek, but Xia Beiqing immediately turns away. Shen Zhiyu's heart is like falling into the ice cellar.
He knows all about it.
Shen Zhiyu is not worried about being exposed. He is afraid that Xia Beiqing is upset when he knows that he has psychological problems.
Shen Zhiyu squats down slowly and wants to hold Xia Beiqing. Xia Beiqing, like a frightened child, pushes Shen Zhiyu away and retreats until the wheelchair is on the edge of the bed.
”I'm sorry...” Shen Zhiyu chased and pressed Xia Beiqing's shoulder, but he saw that Xia Beiqing was deeply buried in his head.
Shen Zhiyu raised Xia Beiqing's head with his hand. When he saw the appearance of Xia Beiqing, his whole body froze.
Xia Beiqing's face was as white as paper, and the big tears came out of his eyes and ran down his cheek. However, he was biting his lip with his scallop teeth and tried to stop crying. His whole body could not help shaking.
Shen Zhiyu quickly wiped Xia Beiqing's tears with his finger, but Xia Beiqing was still scared. He picked up a pen and paper and wrote on it tremblingly. 
——Mr. Shen, do you think I have mental problems?
Shen Zhiyu anxiously explained: ”North leaning, listen to me, it's not mental problems, and I don't mean to hide it from you. You may not know that you often wake up from nightmares in the middle of the night, suddenly lose your mind, become crazy, become painful fantasy, and even... Do self mutilation. I'm too afraid to lose you, That's why I got a psychiatrist. It's all my fault. ”
Xia Beiqing's pupil was shaking violently, which seemed incredible.
Insanity, madness, fantasy, self mutilation.
He never knew he was going to be like this.
Why on earth did he become like this!
Xia Beiqing's body suddenly couldn't stop spasm. He squeezed his fist and beat his head hard.