Chapter 1079 - Chapter 1079: Riding the Wind and Asking the Moon (164) (2/2)
Zuo Yue has no strength at all, she can only redden her eyes, tears fall on the bed, she sobs and says: “Why are you treating me like this…”
Xu Chengfeng did not speak for a while. After a long time, he seemed to be barely able to suppress some of his desires that were about to collapse. Suddenly, he placed his hands on both sides of her body and slowly raised his body. He lowered his eyes and saw the fear and sadness that flashed in her eyes. He still suppressed his cold voice and said,”Why are you forcing me like this?”
Zuo Yue sobbed.” I just said that I will never force you again. I will stay far away from you. I…”
“Too late.” Xu Chengfeng suddenly said these two words.
His voice was very soft. He stared into her eyes and spoke softly. Even though his voice was soft, every word was clear.
Zuo Yue’s breathing instantly stopped. She stared blankly at the pain and hesitation that flashed in his eyes.
“The first time, I was still able to force myself to be rational. The second time, you entered the abyss again. If you want to retreat now, do you think it’s still too late?”Xu Chengfeng lowered his eyes and looked at her.” I can’t give you a reason to hurt yourself anymore. I can’t watch you indulge yourself and sink into oblivion. If you really want to sink into oblivion…”
Xu Chengfeng stared into her eyes. Although his expression was cold, he said seriously and clearly,””It seems that I can only stand in front of you and accompany you. It’s better than you bearing everything alone. It’s better than you getting hurt time and time again in places that I can’t see.”
Zuo Yue’s tears fell in large drops. She lay under his body without moving. Her lips were already stained with tears. She choked and said,”But my mom seems to have found out…”
“I know.” Xu Chengfeng said lightly.
Zuo Yue sniffled. She did not know if he was telling the truth or not. She did not know if she still had the courage to bear such feelings. She just looked at his eyes speechlessly and raised her hand to wipe her tears, but she did not say anything.
“From now on, you better be good. Don’t cause so much trouble and don’t let yourself get hurt. Study obediently and live a good life. If the heavens open their eyes, perhaps one day we can stand in front of others openly. If the heavens don’t open their eyes, if you’re willing, I can accompany you in the dark and only belong to you. Is that enough?”
Zuo Yue nodded and shook her head again. She cried uncontrollably,””I don’t want these words. I don’t want you to say these words as if you’re compromising. I don’t want to force you. If you’re unwilling, I will really give up. I really won’t pester you anymore. I…”