Chapter 1150 - Chapter 1150: Riding the Wind and Asking the Moon (235) (1/2)

Chapter 1150: Riding the Wind and Asking the Moon (235)

However, she could not lose her temper, nor did she dare to meet the patience and gentleness in Xu Chengfeng’s eyes.

She could only lean back against the door weakly, allowing him to press down on her and confine her between her body and the door. She turned her head to avoid his gaze, and her voice was filled with unwillingness and unwillingness.”I’m not acting out of spite. I just don’t want to repeat the same mistake again.”

Xu Chengfeng looked at her gently.””Zuo Yue, I can tolerate all your temper and resentment now, but you can’t just ignore your own reputation so casually. The Zuo family in Los Angeles is not an ordinary family. You know that if you openly admit that you are that kid’s girlfriend at such a banquet, he will leave a mark in your relationship history. Whether it’s true or not, he will leave a deep mark. You won’t be able to explain it to anyone in the future.”

“I know, so what?”Zuo Yue looked up at him.” Even if I have a few more boyfriends after a few years, even if others find out that my love history is messy and I have one boyfriend after another, it would still sound much better than being slept with by my own uncle.””

As Xu Chengfeng frowned, she smiled and said,””Yes, I’m not your real uncle, but in the eyes of others, you’re my uncle. What else can you give me other than the identity of an uncle, Xu Chengfeng?”

Xu Chengfeng looked at her for a moment and asked calmly,””What do you want?”

His gaze remained calm, and his voice was flat, without much emotion.

“Do you know why I refuse to turn back?” Zuo Yue snorted.”

Xu Chengfeng looked at her.”

“Yes, I’m afraid.” Zuo Yue looked at her with a straight face. She raised her hand and gently pushed his hand away from her shoulder. She did not have the slightest intention of throwing a tantrum. When he did not force her to put down his hand, she laughed lightly.”Whether it was three years ago or three years later, you are still the same Xu Chengfeng. However, you always maintain your rationality and don’t show your emotions. No matter what, I can’t understand your true feelings.”

” Just like back then, I clearly thought that you loved me too. Just like back then, before you left, you could act as a loving couple with me for so many days. I thought that you loved me as much as I did, but in the end, I realized that everything was an illusion. I was too naive. In the end, all the reasons stemmed from one reason. It was because you didn’t care enough. You didn’t love me to the extent that you could disregard everything. Your rationality was my greatest enemy.”

“Including now. You said that you’re not related to me by blood, so you came back to look for me. However, Xu Chengfeng, you only wanted to come back and find what you lost because you didn’t have it completely back then. Is it just because you’re possessive and want to find me back by your side, or is it really because of love? I don’t know. I can’t understand you, but I can’t feel anything.”

” I’m afraid that once I get so deep that I can’t leave, you’ll leave again for some reason. You can leave as if you didn’t leave anything behind. I don’t want to suffer that anymore. That’s a pain that I can’t bear in my life. If there’s a second time, I might really die.”Zuo Yue just looked at him, her eyes red, but she forced herself not to cry.

“Because I really loved you deeply, that’s why I’m so afraid. But you only treat it as me venting my anger.”Zuo Yue chuckled with reddened eyes.”Your identity can’t change anything now. I think it’s better to keep it like this. I won’t go like a moth to a flame anymore, and you don’t have to think that I’m your concern anymore.”

Xu Chengfeng looked at her but did not say anything. His eyes were fixed on her.

Zuo Yue turned her eyes away. She did not want to look into his eyes. After all, she had never truly understood her for so long.

She sniffed quietly and rubbed her eyes. Before her tears fell, she wiped away the warmth in her eyes.”I’ll leave first. I didn’t take the matter with the Bai family to heart, so you don’t have to take it to heart either. That’s my classmate, so I don’t want to make things difficult for her.”