Chapter 301 Rudys Greatest Fear (1/2)
Chapter 301 Rudy's Greatest Fear
Virgil turned to Rudy and waited for his response
"I will say I didn't mind it I could have easily pushed her away if I wanted to, but I didn't"
Virgilthat you want to become my father?"
"Uhh… that would be one hell of a family tree And no, I didn't mean it that way You can assume I am… well, curious about Nyxia But if you ask s for her or whether I am romantically attracted to her, I am not sure myself
I could just say yes or no if I wanted to But I hate half-assed ansith conflicted feelings, only to regret theot my powers, I was a simple man who only had eyes for his lover
Sure, I did find other girls attractive and sometimes even looked at their chests, but never inon her Maybe it's because I put myself in everyone's shoes I wouldn't want my lover to ever cheat on me, so I would never do the same
But now, I have not only one or two butto doubt the reason I agreed to have a harem It was to save ot about that reason and ended up fooling around with the girls I liked
Not that I a 'like' and not 'love' But the boundaries between both are getting thin and thin for me Maybe my powers have irl I like without using any powers
There is nothing really wrong with that After all, they love me, and I love them I can satisfy them in bed andas they are happy, there is no proble, I airls Love is not soht now are the girls who loved irl I madethe world… worlds I don't knohat I should do I don't want to stop, but I do not wish to continue either
The one thing I fear thethe them the love like I once used to I say I love them equally, but do I? I honestly don't know There is no actual way to know… no, I don't want to know it
However, the et to spend with them I don't knohat I should do, and I can't ask anyone for help"
Rudy became so sensitive all of a sudden that he let his eil, who he thought wasn't the best choice to tell
"Forget what I just spouted I didn't—"
"I don't knohat you are going through, but I understand how you are feeling," Virgil uttered calmly "Believe h this Almost everyone in this or other worlds has lovedabout the everyone can achieve But from what I understand, you don't want your lovers to think that you don't love theht?"
Rudy nodded in response
"The solution is rather siil chuckled and asked, "What does one do when they have a problem or an issue?"