Chapter 390 - We Are Not Good Men (1/1)

Chapter 390 - We Are Not Good Men

Lin Yan sighed He didn't knohy she was asking such a thing; to him, there were no ifs ands or buts to their relationshi+p To him, his present was his destiny; if this was anyone else, he would have ignored them Because such talk has always been nonsensical to hinore her like the others He turned around and crouched in front of Su Wan because the latter had her head bowed Lin Yan couldn't see her eyes that were bri with tears

Now that he saw her cry, his heart couldn't help but tre hammered into it Su Wan never cried Unless her heart received a significant blow, his Wan Wan was strong enough to knock the world doith her fists She never shed tears for no reason, unlike the wo her cry, Lin Yan couldn't help but feel his heart being stuffed with cotton He raised his hand and gently wiped her tears with his fingertips

And when he spoke, his voice was unnaturally soft like he was coaxing a porcelain doll Like his voice alone would shatter her into pieces, "I don't knohat happened Care to tell me? I can't help you if you don't letto answer that question, but I want to knohat ive a satisfactory answer to you, Wan Wan"

Su Wan sniffed as she hesitated She knew that she had nothing to worry about, but she still wanted to hear it from him She wanted to knohether or not Lin Yan would still choose her if he knew that she had taken the place which belonged to solance at the open door, and Lin Yan understood hersure to look around to see if so near her roo the door behind him "Now, can you tell me?"

Su Wan clenched her fists and looked down at her lap as she began telling Lin Yan what the old master told her at the temple By the time she finished, her voice had turned hoarse, and her throat was dry again, "And he said that she was supposed to be yours alone, do you dislike it that you have to share me? Would you like her more because you would have had her all to yourself, unlike ive you her loyalty?"

Lin Yan didn't answer at once He first handed her a cup of ater and then thought about it thoroughly Once he was done, he crouched down in front of Su Wan again and took her hand in his before he answered her, "I can't say what I would have done if there was an alternative reality than the one we are living in"

Su Wan felt her heart clench as if she was falling into an ice cave even though she was sitting on a warm bed covered with a warm blanket

"But, I do want to let you know that no one person is similar to another Even if you two have the same name, it doesn't mean that you tould have been the same kind of person," said Lin Yan unhurriedly as he rubbed the back of Su Wan's hands "What I can assure you is that the reason I love you isn't that you are pretty or that you have helped my family I love you because you love me no matter what; you don't ask questions that I don't want to answer You stay besideanything in return, and you acceptedwhen I say that I couldn't accept myself It is true I hate myself The only reason I find myself a little more worthy is because of you - you make me feel hile"

Lin Yan paused and looked at her before lifting his head, pressing a chaste kiss on her forehead, and cupping her face "I don't know that Su Wan, but even if I did, I am certain that my love for her would have been born out of sympathy"

"Sy her cheek "That girl was pitiful Before ht of her as s; that's why I wanted to treat her well The same could be said for my elder brother, apart fro toto their tastes' This hat they said before e but later accepted because they didn't have a choice The old master said that I took responsibility for her In a way, he said that I hidresponsibility for soe As for the fact that she was only mine - I think it's more because of the fact that my brute of brothers couldn't handle such a delicate and tiirls Ah Chen is too irl like that Ah Rui is more of a personality person, and you already know about Ah Yu, that brat even you can't handle hiirl have done? If she was here, I wouldn't have taken her as mine because I wanted to but because I had to"

Lin Yan smiled as he continued "My brothers can be quite selfish when they want to They aren't like that with you because your personality, aura, and boldness attract theinal Su Wan, then ht think that they are kind, but I can assure you that they are not Marrying that Su Wan would have been about need but staying with her would always be their choice They would have abandoned her sooner or later, Wan Wan I would have taken her as ood men We never were You think that we are, but I' a lock of Su Wan's hair behind her ear "We aren't what you take us as, as for loyalty - I never once cared for it I only wanted so when I have you?"