Chapter 383 - [Bonus ] I Dont Want To See You (1/1)
Chapter 383 - [Bonus ] I Don’t Want To See You
" And you allowed her to leave? You -you let her do this, knowing fully hat et whether or not so but you really chosefroitated Because he couldn't believe that his mother actually chose him, him! Over Su Wan! He couldn't believe that his sweet mother, the mother who has always been kind and sincere to everyone actually did so like this, And he trusted her! He believed in her when she was being questioned, but now that he knew that histo use Su Wan's life for the sake of his life, his gut couldn't help but twist uncomfortably
He felt the same way as he did on the day when he was sold to the Fu household by his grandmother Horrified and betrayed
What did you expect? sneered his conscience Did you expect your mother to just sit back and watch you die?
Actually yes, he would have liked it if his mother left him alone He would rather die than hide behind his wife's back, not tocurrently Lin Yan sed all the curses that he wanted to hurl and clenched his fists fro up Hard
He orried that if he didn't control his e irrevocable to hishimself, Lin Yan looked away from his mother He understood why she did it, why she chose hi to accept what she did? He never cared about his fate but if his fate was so bad that death was hovering over his head like a grim reaper, he would have chosen to die rather than let his wife shoulder his burden It was sha, at the same time
He was Su Wan's husband, as her husband it was his responsibility to take care of her, and protect her when she was in trouble but hoas he supposed to protect her when the danger she was in was because of him? Why? Why did his ht toSu Wan's life and death, as she!
" Ah, Yan! Watch what you say, I know you are upset with your mother but this is just plain disrespect! I understand that she is in the wrong but she was just worried, she is your mother -" Father Lin couldn't see his wife cry nor could he see his son hurt But he didn't knohat to do, he couldn't scold his wife because she was in the right and he couldn't even scold Lin Yan because he was right too! Su Wan was his wife and Lan'er had no say in this randive her dad?" asked Lin Yan, he was annoyed really annoyed that they couldn't see what he was seeing, couldn't feel what he was feeling He would rather die than tobut supportive of him She accepted him when no one could, she cared for him better than his mother did, so he would never ever want her to suffer because of hi days with her full of laughter than to let her shoulder the burden which was supposed to be his!
Now, look what his mother did! Because of her selfishness, Su Wan becain with, wasn't she - so how can she share his heavy Yin energy ? Wasn't it si her to kill herself?
" Ah, Yan listen to me -"
" nothe golden string in his hand, he hated it He hated everything, as he so weak that he couldn't protect his wife! If only he was like his brother, if only he was born with good fortune then his Su Wan wouldn't have to suffer like this " I don't want to see you right now, so leave Leave me and Wan Wan alone for now? I just want to be alone with her so please"
" ah, Yan -"
" Leave before I say so that neither you nor I can take back! I don't want to but I will if you don't leave ht now So leave before I say so disrespectful but right now he couldn't care It was scary enough to lose Su Wan but it was even scarier to think that he has snatched Su Wan away from his brothers If her body couldn't withstand the pressure then - ould happen? Hoill he face his brothers?
Mother Lin understood that she wouldn't be able to justify herself in front of Lin Yan in his current state So she nodded and stiffly stood up from her chair, she will explain herself to Lin Yan later on and even if she couldn't, Lin Yan would one day understand her feelings when he beco tried to calm his second brother down, he knew that his ht now, but controlling Lin Yan's teht risk, the last time he saw his brother snap like this, he tried to kill himself " it's fine -"
" it's not fine! It will never be fine !" shouted Lin Yan as he threw that cursed string at Lin Chen " I don't need you all to worry about me! So what am I weak! So what if I was destined to die? I would rather die with ether with me in my mess I don't want her to protect me, I will deal withnever !"
" that's not how things work Ah Yan" standing on the threshold, mother Lin looked over her shoulder " Wan Wan has already tied that string on her wrist, even if you don't want to wear it, the fate has already been set in motion If you don't wear it, who knows Wan Wan has to suffer the full brunt of your Yin destiny "