Chapter 364 - Im Not Who You Think Im (1/1)

Chapter 364 - I’ from me?" asked Su Wan as she put down the empty bowl on the table beside Lin Yan's table and looked at hihed the case was in point and there was no way he was going to escape answering it Su Wan has already made up his mind

" do you really want to know? Because I'ht hear Or ruesome events "

" I want the truth, Yan Not some made-up story because I know there won't be half of the truth in it"

She was right, Lin Yan wouldn't let her know everything if she asked hi the fact that he didn't want to let go of his secret just like that - he wanted so in return It sounded selfish but it was hoould like to do things, to give and take Because that ht be the only way to hold on to Su Wan, if she ever leaves hi in his hand that will stop her froive him the confidence that he was just as important to her as she was to him

" well if you want to know the truth, then you have to wait"

" and why do I need to do that?"

" because there is a growing disparity between my trust and yours? If you want the truth you have to remedy that "

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" I want you to tellno one knows about I want a bridge that links us together, a one that you won't be able to burn and shut me away once you realise what I am and what happened to me, if you can ill continue this conversation if not"

" I'oing to give it up just like that, he shook his head and refused to accept her answer "I knohat you are but I want a guarantee, Wan Wan I know it's not right but I don't think you will be willing to stay by my side once I tell you - and honestly, it's not about trust It's just I, usted

Su Wan sighed, she understood fro to hide well she has so but she was sure he wouldn't believe her? but then again if that's what he wanted " I'm not the Su Wan you know "

Lin Yan blinked his eyes not understanding what shelike that He expected her to say that she ran away froain she always did soainst their expectations in her typical Su Wan way

He tried to touch her hand but she shook her head, as she looked at him Her eyes determined and inscrutable, he wanted her to speak and carefully explain in further detail what she meant by that she wasn't the Su Wan he knew but she remained silent Lin Yan wished he could crack her head open and see for hiain he knew that she wouldn't continue without hi a truth about himself

" I tried to kill myself" Lin Yan understood that just like hiave away a part of his secrets, she would let his that he alore around his neck and showed her the scar that hid underneath them " I tried to off myself, and because I was too ashas? They all thought that I did it because my mother was afraid about my health but it was to hide these scars"

" and why did you do it?"

Lin Yan shook his head " nuh-uh, first you need to explain what you meant by that you are not Su Wan I know "

Su Wan shrugged, she never thought about hiding it from him But she never expected that she would have to tell it to him under such circumstances? " what I mean I'm not the Su Wan of this world She was ti her, but she didn't see you Su Bai lied to you all that she saw you and accepted the e, later on when she found out she tried to run away but the Su family locked her up Cornered and hu five men, she knocked her head on the wall and died - that's when I took over her body" when she looked at his pale complexion she smirked, as she leaned closer " what is it? Are you scared that your wife is a ghost from the future?"

Lin Yan nodded, he of course always had doubts about her sudden change but he didn't think that she - the Su Wan he kneas dead And the one in front of hiain it explained why she knew about things that no one knew, he sed not really understanding how Su Wan could be so nonchalant about it But he still nodded and sed trying to find his courage to continue, well at least this Su Wan was the sa his secrets to a stranger right? " I kind of snapped after you knohat happened at the place where I orking as a slave I wanted to forget whatever happened to et away from it all So, I did that you know, I tied my neck with a bedsheet and roped it around the bea suffocated but death didn't colad it didn't "

Su Wan looked at hi but she didn't push hilad she didn't because he wasn't willing to give it all up in one go, it was too ht but all at once, no

Su Wan nodded then looked away fro to look hi to tell him " I had a husband before I died and came here, I loved him a lot But later on, he went ahead and cheated onbed,"