Chapter 351 - Will Be Here No Matter What (1/1)

Chapter 351 - Will Be Here No Matter What

Lin Rui watched the others leave and gave the at the Acade that he couldn't control, there ht be a chance when he would have to stay at the acade ht take extra classes In that case, he could of course have to stay behind - then who knohen he an Lin Rui but then he noticed the obvious pain of parting flash in Su Wan's eyes and he hurriedly tried to coax her He didn't want to see Su Wan hurt especially not because of hiht be separated for a while, he would try his best to et upset, I - I rite letters to you every day, so you won't miss me much"

Su Wan pursed her lips and looked down at her tippy toes, she wasn't a cry baby But she knew that though Lin Rui had his weekends off, scholars, they hardly could return home The path that Lin Rui chose was just as hard as that of a general and a soldier, if a general was the war God at the battlefield then an official was the God of the court if A general could change the fate of a country so could an official, thus, the scholars have to work really hard for attaining the title they dreaet about her Because she was nothinglike this!

Her husband orking hard to bring glory to their family, she should smile and see him off but her insecurities that were coiled deep in her heart made it i Tao, that horrible ex-husband of hers had left such a scar that Su Wan was a bit wary of other woers - if Lin Rui stays in the town then he would coets attracted to someone else? Someone purer and more intellectual than her, after all, she only had soreat about it

So, how can this wise boy be into her even when he sees all the bees and butterflies wandering around him?? Su Wan could of course threaten, and bind hiether even when their hearts weren't connected ' , so of course, she wouldn't stop him - but that doesn't mean it wouldn't hurt any less

" hey, you shouldn't be doing that," said Lin Rui as he rubbed her forehead, easing the creases on it He crouched down so that he was at Su Wan's eye level and gazed deeply into her eyes, his expression was a bit helpless but nothing could hide the love and doting bri in those inky pools " you know, I a, not you You are not allowed to be insecure about yourself, you get it?"

" why?" asked Su Wan blinking her eyes in confusion At first, she had no idea how Lin Rui knew she was letting her thoughts wander about but then again this guy was the

" because you are perfect, at least for ht to talk about what? they like or not, but I know for a fact that they like you just as much as I do No, maybe I like you more than them" said Lin Rui with a chuckle, then he tucked the strand of her hair that has escaped behind her ears and gave her a seous and handsome at the same time? " You know everyone believes that I a under control, I don't - there are tile and stop putting on so much hope in me because I am not perfect, I'm far from it? No one sees it, maybe it's because I kno to pretend - I can fool anyone but you You see what scares me, and yet you never doubt me, you don't askI can do the best Just like that, I can see you that maybe sometimes your trust in us wavers"

Su Wan opened her ht that Lin Rui was so observant, that he could catch on to what she felt If he really knew all along that she couldn't bring herself to trust hi and that her trust would solidify and waver in every other obstacle, then how bad it must have hurt him " I - I don't"

" you don't have to explain yourself," said Lin Rui interrupting her "as I said, you never asked me why and I won't ask you either But just have a bit of your faith in o or what I becoes whether for worse or best, I would always be by your side - and so will be oodthat we aren't because if ere good o and let you have a life that you deserve but on't, we can't But what I can promise you is that if you want you can do whatever you desire, nojust behind you We won't stop you frolory is yours but if you fall then ill pick up the pieces that you leave behind your wake and rebuild what you lost Because that's where you belong in our life - as the first person we need to protect, our priority Mine priority? So, whatever you have in et all about it, because whatever becomes of me, I will come back to you and you have to takeyou are"