Chapter 312 - [Bonus ] Dont Want To Degrade You (2/2)

" are you okay?" asked Su Wan in a low voice as she approached him but Lin Rui didn't respond instead he kept his head bohile he covered his face with his hands, Su Wan sighed and spoke in the entle voice" it's not your fault I don't knohat happened but it's not your fault at all"

He looked up, his eyes rim wrong yet I still treated her cordially I gave her the chance to scheainst me, if anyone is at fault then it's me"

Su Wan clasped his hands and drew circles on the back of his hands " no it isn't, I agree that you were stupid to trust her but - but that's because you are kind enough to give others an advantage of doubt It's not your fault that others don't appreciate your kindness, whichkind is not a mistake, it's neither your fault nor flaw "

However, Lin Rui as still feeling guilty looked away frohed" I could have betrayed you, betrayed ourthat, just because of a s that we have with et Wan Wan"

"But you didn't and that's what matters"

"I mean I could have done that "

" you find her attractive is that it?"

"Of course not! How can that be "said Lin Rui eyes widening, his eyes fell on Su Wan then inadvertently his gaze fell on her lipsto

take advantage of her, he looked away " I will never find anyone else attractive other than you"

" then what's the proble ?"

He lifted a brow " sulking ?"

" yeah sulking " she cliuilty Guilty because of your overthinking, you would have never betrayed our e even if the most beautiful woman in the world seduced you because that's just not you I know it and you do too but you just can't help but create stupid scenarios in your head, it's your favourite past time isn't it ?"

The way she said it made it sound like that Lin Rui justwas okay and that made Lin Rui shake his head incredulously He couldn't understand how Su Wan can not be angry at him? Even he couldn't help but be upset with hih and iron-willed but in reality, she was just a tiny little thing? If he exerted even the slightest bit of strength, he ht really hurt her with the least amount of effort both physically and mentally but she always acted like she was fine - which hy they always thought of her as soer than she was, but Lin Rui didn't want to make the same mistake twice

Lin Rui inhaled a sharp breath taking her sweet scent before he shoved her lightly from his lap" leave, I'm not in a condition where I will be able to control myself? "

" then don't control yourself, " said Su Wan hugging his neck " it's not like I' yourself and just do what you should I will be fine"

Lin Rui took her hands in his and disentangled her hold, he held her hands while controlling his lust and passion that was rolling inside his body " you don't get it, do you? You have no idea how important you are to oing to be together till the end of our lives and I need you to be okay and happy I can't do without you which is why I don't want to lose you I will not touch you just because I have to - you are more than just a mean to relieve my desire and I refuse to rade you but also our relationshi+p, I will touch you when I' myself You are not my whore, you are my wife, and as your husband, I will respect you, so please leave and let me be I don't want to hurt you, if you stay I' irreversible "