Chapter 429: The Madmans Heart (2/2)
The old painter, who had been hospitalized for a long tirief of his fa and near-death journey
The noise in Annan’s head faded away
Everything around him suddenly became quiet, the pain in his body disappeared, and he fell into complete silence
Then, he remembered
They were not like that for a while when they first fell ill, and neither was he
“Don’t wasteme My disease can’t be cured”
“Don’t say that! We have to treat the elderly with o flashed before his eyes
Their eyes were filled with anxiety and urgency in words and actions There was eager and real “love”
But not long after that, the love wholly burned out
The vicissitudes in life and the coy,“love” before the sickbed
It happened unknowingly The desire to “survive in the end” gradually turned into a desire to “die sooner”
The sentiment amplified between 10, 30, and 50 across time
What they shoas still the love of the past, but what they were thinking was clear as day in the eyes of the old man
The only way to revive that love is to die
To wash away the exhaustion, irritability, pain, and sadness and turn theia
Only when I die can I not be hated and stop troubling them
Death is my only way out
Is that what you want to show me, Danton? Annan watched the flashbacks of the body’s life in the studio, and this thought came to his htmare but to confuse Annan’s perception of “life” and “death”
Danton wanted to plant the thought on Annan that ”It’s wrong for me to live”, and let Annan have the idea that ”people are expecting hi to do?
Is he trying to detonate the desire to seek dehed deeply, “It’s not as interesting as the last trap”
The nightmare suddenly fell apart
Then, Annan reopened his eyes
The brilliance in his eyes diain ihed, “How is this your ultimate trick? Who do you think I aible I don’t even have the slightest thought of ‘I should die’”
The white-haired youth opposite Annan frowned incomprehensibly, “How? Don’t you have a heart?
“Don’t you have a shred of guilt when the people who loved you hates you? You don’t even want the you”
“That’s natural Their hate forto do with hed and stood up
The broken wall beneath his feet suddenly shook
The seven fear fraghtathered together; buildings were outlined in the void, filling the gaps in the broken walls
The shi+p, which was initially broken into pieces, was reconstructed in the blink of an eye
Finally, Annan recognized it after having a full view of the shi+p
This was the first nighthtmare created by Benjamin with John’s soul and all the curses of Don Juan Geraint
That shi+p
“Hey, make no mistake, Danton” Annan looked down at the white-haired youth leaning against the wall and said cal
“It doesn’t matter to me how the outsiders are There’s a lie is htmare, I told them to follow me But did I turn around and wait for theive orders and direct the that they have to follow me? Did I demand them not to betray me? Did I say a hen they backed off?”
Annan laughed heartily, “Stop it, Danton!
“I’e madman They do what they like I won’t sacrifice myself because I want to answer their request but because I want to get so Thus, I don’t need any reet about theaaets to force o back and live their own lives After all, their expectation has nothing to do with me”