Chapter 43: The Girls View (2/2)
she went upto hiht he accepted her, that, night was the most happiest day of her life, she couldn’t be one with him yet but she could wait
she had co her body since the day sheout of hts i reached a door, it hadthem i entered this secret room i only know of
if Austin was to see this roooosebues of Austin, there lie several recording devices containing hi this roo i ju the pillow containing his is to ”
Lora’s quite murmur filled the room
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—–Clara’s Pov—–
Clara was currently wearing a training suit, surrounding her was darkness, utter darkness which she was trying to control, ever since the day she had found out about what had happened to Austin she had increased her training, trying to get better at controlling her healing
whenever she got tiered she would think of Austin, her light, her path and the reason for her existence, thinking of hih her reat,she had came from a normal commoner family, a father as a drunkard, a mother who only cared about her looks and herself
she was born to them, but she didn’t co that stood out, even though she had difficulties, she tried to survive it
she thought that if she showed love she would receive it but she got nothing, her life at her slu parents, their constant abuse led her to have a huge inferiority co
but she still lived on, until her fathers debt grew so big that her parents sold her to the other side for money, back then her whole life fell apart, the small hope within her shattered
even to the slave trader’s she wasn’t of value, nothing she could be used for, back then Clara hated the world, she hated herself for being nobody, she was nothing…
it was during this life of hers that she was living helplessly through when an ugly fat person took liking to her and wanted to use her, even if she wanted to be valued, she felt disgusted at such a situation and planned to bite her tounge to kill herself
but it’s at that ti armor he arrived, he had saved her from my despair, even when he had looked at her there was no disdain nor dislike, just kindness
he talked to me as an equal and treated me with care, it’s later that i discovered his identity, i felt fear then, thinking that i was not worthy to stand with hiently, he asked about my situation and even made me his personal maid!!
i knew that he didn’t have any intention on my body or other ave me warmth, he made me confident
at first i was afraid that i was unworthy of hiained so as he was happy i would be satisfied
afterto my room, due toreetedthat would bring goosebumps to Austin, then this was one that would cause his blood to freeze
in this rooes of Austin, some on the wall, others on the roof but that was not all, on the table sat some hair of Austin that Clara had taken, his old dresses that should have been throay
the blanket Clara used was stitched fro i jue of Austin and hugged it tight and covered myself with the pillow Austin used
“i will do anything for you, love~~”
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