Chapter 587 - Sia [3]: A Sunrise (2/2)
To wish to inflict that torture onto another person…I a ht to Varian right away, I followed Enigma's advice and joined the Shadow Guardians
It was ain my sanity
Since I had to take care ofI couldn't avoid was seeing Enig her
It felt weird I didn't know much about her, but she knew a lot about s I had towards her weren't completely resolved, but in those days under Roxanna, I think I was able to ema more
The loneliness, the pain, the dejection…knowing that sothened our bond
She was pitiful too
So, when she finally got the chance to take life under control, I watched fro for five hundred years, she woke up I wondered what she'd do
My expectations were she'd try to use the hybridto the place she was born Of course, that was impossible, but still
But her answer surprised me
'Save the world'
She wanted to save this world
…This world?
This cynical, inhumane, and brutal world?
The same world in which Roxanna was born in?
I hate this world!
The first thing I wanted to tell Varian afterhim was that the world he trained so hard to train was full of filth
That it wasn't worth saving
…Perhaps that's why she stopped ly disagreed with Enigma's views
But everyone here, practically every single person agreed with Enig
'Save the world'
When I joined the academy, I too was the same
But now…
Rationally, I know that the world isn't all evil or good
But I don't think the scar Roxanna left on o away The fact that I'd carry this trauma into my life scared me more than the trauma itself
I didn't know then, but I was lucky
I was lucky that Enigma knew me more than I knewshort of amissions
She saved the people from terrorist attacks, killed the order members, and hunted the traitors
Naturally, I watched everything she did I had to She didn't even let s of innocent humans I saw the vileness of humans—people ere as evil as Roxanna
Then I also saw heroes
Heros orked in the shadows
They got no recognition, ot was the risk of being killed during one of the missions
Even if they died, the world wouldn't acknowledge their sacrifice
But they threw theer with a smile on their faces
…It was unbelievable
When I think of heroes, it was always the ones that are known throughout the world for their deeds
The articles Varian pasted in his room were all materials of such famous heroes
But heroes like these…
After seeing theer call this world full of filth
Indeed, the world has ood people
I only saw the vile darkness in this world ignoring the noble light
The ma spent with them, the more I learned about a side of this world I never knew
It was the sa above and beyond
It was al with her yesterday's self
It was good sometimes, but in others, it ended in serious injuries
I asked her why she was so persistent
This isn't her war in the first place While she lived here, she didn't wake up until recently
So, I wondered why did she go so far for a place and people she had no relations to?
…I think I knohy
For hi the world, she'd do it in his stead
Or that's what I thought
As the sun rays painted the sky orange, Enigma muttered under her breath
'Beautiful'
Aha!
I rong
No, I was half right
While Varian was a est reason was herself
Enigenuinely wanted to save this world
It was ironic
Having lived al that I'd help Varian achieve his dream, my opinion took an opposite turn after Roxanna
But Enigma
She lived a life worse than mine Yet, she held a positive view of this world
I can't understand her
But I can feel her ꜰʀᴇᴇwᴇʙɴoᴠᴇʟᴄoᴍ
Even though her eyes see as common as sunset and sunrise
…No
Sunrise and Sunset…they aren't very common
Under Roxanna, I couldn't see sunset and sunrise for a long, long tiot the beauty of such a normal, but spectacular scene
So, I watched the sunrise with Enigasped
…I see, so this is how Enigma felt After all, she couldn't see it for five hundred years
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