Chapter 217: Roxanas Journal [1] (2/2)

Father is a Sovereign! How can he die?

He said with a remorseful face…but I saw his eyes

Those eyes were cold!

I broke down in front of him I didn't knohat to feel

He knew that I understood

Broth-Julius said that father was a threat and he hated hi So I couldn't believe

He said I a and just live however I want!

Day 2100:

I was three months outside in the outside world I felt like a tourist I tried to adjust I really tried

But everything felt bizarre toit, I spent 5 years alone in a lab

It all started when I visited the Acadeic day

I just half-assed the three years, made friends, and had fun Even then, I was hailed as one of the most brilliant researchers

I met my friends

Since I didn't care in the past, I never noticed but…why are they so duress in the research they did in five years, I can do it in a week

I told them how they should work harder and be smarter

As I showed them my expertise, they were floored

I enjoyed their envy I enjoyed their worshi+p

I enjoyed everything

If only life is like this

Day 2150:

Why is life like this?

I enjoyed the envy of an to envy them

Why are they happy?

Why are they content with their ape brains?

Why are they not anxious, irritated over their inadequacies?

I can't stand it!

Day 2200:

I met two friends of mine They are now married

I hated their affection

This world is so bizarre

People are so weird!

I'ain at a conference

It was supposed to be a place to discuss latest findings

…So why the fuck are they two together again?

Why is everyone s?

We are scientists! Researchers!

I can't smile!

You can't smile!

We can't smile!

Day 2300:

I realized so almost a year outside, I can't fit in at all

I feel like an outsider Like a tourist visiting a foreign planet

I tried for soh, right?

Nothing worked out

But…it turns out, the problem ith me

Apparently, I made insensitive comments, mocked everyone, and spaced out every other minute

Hey! It's notme the solutions to one of theall the time

It's not that I space out all the time, but I live in the moment for some time

That's how I lived for the past five years

I explained it to the man I wanted

But he did not listen I really liked him But he…said no

I slit his throat

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