Chatper 198 (1/2)
But later, he was raped by the drunk earl.
After waking up, the count gave Yu Lina a lot of money for his own fame and prestige, and asked her not to let this matter out.
At that time, Yu Lina accepted the earl's money because her family needed a huge sum of money, but she never thought that she would be pregnant.
Yu Lina originally wanted to get rid of the unexpected child, but the doctor told her that her child's wall was very thin and she couldn't lose the child, otherwise she would never be a mother in her life. After all, she couldn't bear it, so she gritted her teeth and gave birth to the child.
Then, in order to conceal the existence of the child, in order not to be discovered by the Earl and the Duke's wife, she had to tearfully put the child in an orphanage.
Even so, she secretly went to see the child she had abandoned.
Watching the child grow up day by day, she was both happy and sad.
The happy thing is that her daughter is becoming more and more beautiful, but the sad thing is that she dare not look at her lonely eyes and her nature of longing for motherly love.
At that time, the Duke had already had a son and a daughter, and the family war was spreading. If she exposed Yan Xiluo's life experience, she might be killed.
In this way, Yu Lina ran into her former first love Yan Yaohai in her guilty mood.
Yu Lina confessed to Yan Yaohai that she was raped and gave birth to her daughter, and begged him to take her daughter back to China, let him help raise her daughter, and made him swear that she must be brought up to give her a newborn daughter. treatment.
But Yan Yaohai fell in love with Yu Lina when he was young, and because of the interference of his parents, the two separated. In order to make up for the regret, Yan Yaohai promised Yu Lina to take Yan Xiluo away, and wanted his family to admit that she was his biological daughter.
Yan Xiluo sat on the sofa, quietly listening to Yu Lina's recounting of the past, and her mood could not be calmed down for a long time.
She originally thought that she was a child that her parents didn't want, but she never thought that she was a child who was raped by a rape-violent! There was an unspeakable pain in her heart, which made her dizzy!
No wonder, no wonder I live in an orphanage, everything is because I am a child who shouldn't exist!
Yan Xiluo had no more tears in her eyes at this moment, she just wanted to know who that hateful rapist was.
"I want to know, who is he?"
Listening to Yan Xiluo's hoarse voice, although she didn't make it clear, Yu Lina already knew that she wanted to know her biological father.
Yu Lina's eyes dodged for a moment, she quickly made up her mind, and said bravely, "He is Henry Jesse's father, Earl Henry Lowell."
Yan Xiluo was shocked by the news and couldn't speak. He didn't expect that Henry Jesse, who seemed easy to get along with, would be his half-brother.
All of this is really unbelievable. It seems that the reason why brother Luochuan kept it from him was because he was worried that he would not be able to bear it when he found out, right?
Now that she knew everything, Yan Xiluo didn't know how to face Yu Lina in front of her. She got up hastily, "I'm sorry, Secretary Yu, I'm leaving first." After finishing speaking, she walked out with a pale face.
Yu Lina quickly chased after her, "Son, can you forgive mom? At that time, mom sent you away because she was afraid that you would be in danger. If the count and countess knew of your existence, they would definitely not let you survive. I I was also forced to be helpless... Nannan."
Yan Xiluo shook his head and waved his hands weakly, "It's all over, I just want to be quiet, Secretary Yu, excuse me."
After finishing speaking, Yan Xiluo pushed the door open and walked out.
When Yu Lina heard Yan Xiluo calling her secretary Yu, her whole body shook, she leaned against the wall sadly, slid a little bit on the ground, and shed tears silently.
Her daughter would not forgive her, she called her Secretary Yu, and at this moment her heart was on fire. She even wished she wasn't living in this world anymore.