Chatper 224 (1/2)
Qin Yiyue took out a lunch box from her bag, "Eat it first, and then we'll talk."
"no appetite."
"You have to eat even if you don't have an appetite."
"I'm not in the mood to talk to you right now. Get away!" Ning Fang's tone was indifferent and cold.
"We're full, so we can see her off for the last time. Didn't you regret it before? This time, we have enough time to say goodbye to her and let her go with the best posture."
Ning Fang's slashed side face turned into a cold and hard angle, his eyes didn't know what he was looking at, or he didn't see anything at all.
Qin Yiyue sat quietly beside him, waiting for his next words or actions.
Ning Fang suddenly reached out and snatched the lunch box from Qin Yiyue's hand, and began to eat in big mouthfuls.
After sweeping most of the food in the lunch box into his stomach, Ning Fang slowed down his chewing.
"I knew that one day, from the day she left, I knew that she would die unexpectedly one day. I didn't really care about her that much. She has been away from my world for ten years. What kind of situation did she encounter? I knew everything about it. But from the moment I saw her dead body, I realized that she was my only relative and my only sister in this world. When she was in the most pain, I did not do anything for her. Live a decent thing. I've sent a lot of people away over the years. I thought one day I'd see her body somewhere and I'd be able to send her one last ride. Now, I'm scared to face her " Ning Fang took a few breaths, "I can touch her hand, but I'm afraid to see her face."
After Ning Fang finished this sentence, his back seemed to be bent.
Qin Yiyue focused her gaze on the distant sky, and listened to Ning Fang's words in silence.
She has no real brothers and sisters, she thinks that Ning Fang's pain now should be like the pain she felt when sister Fen was wronged and multiplied by ten.
"Do you think she will hate me?"
"I don't know." Qin Yiyue said softly, "We are not her, and no one can guess her thoughts."
"exactly."
Qin Yiyue then said: "I think he doesn't hate you guys, he might hate me, because I robbed her of the most important man in her life. Without me, she might still be alive in a certain corner."
"Perhaps you are right."
"You three old men, it took ten years to wait for a girl to occupy you completely. Haven't you ever thought that Ning Wei chose to walk in this way not for the sake of allowing you to live a good life? What's the matter with the two of you crying and wanting to commit suicide? There are countless ways for her to commit suicide, why did she choose such a tragic one? Isn't it just to wake you up? Do you think she is so stupid, I don't know Did you get out of her matter? If she is alive, sentenced to life or locked up in a mental hospital, you will remember her for the rest of your life, and you will never let her go. No matter what reason she went to the road of suspended animation, now she Choose to walk in front of you, after you are sad, you can live as you want, don't be too hypocritical."
"Is that what you told He Qiaoyan and Mo Mushen?"
"Qiao Yan just told me about it last night, and then he didn't mention it again. I don't know where Mo Muchen is." Qin Yiyue looked at the watch in her hand, "Quickly put the watch in your hand The lunch box is settled, it's almost auspicious time, we have to be quicker."
Ning Fang glanced at the bag next to him, "What's in the bag?"
"You'll know later, eat it quickly. I'll go and pack those flowers."
After Qin Yiyue finished speaking, she jumped up enthusiastically, ran to the eaves, took a basket, and put those flowers that fell on the ground but were still intact into the basket.
After Ning Fang settled the meal, she also picked up a basket full of flowers.
When Ning Fang saw the flowers Qin Yiyue picked, he knew what she was going to do.