Chatper 287 (2/2)

"Want to practice? I happen to be depressed too, so go out and do it."

Wang Feng also became interested, "Come as soon as you come, whoever is afraid of whom!"

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Qin Yiyue raised her head and stared at the familiar ceiling, a flower lit out from the spotless white ceiling.

She could vaguely feel that something was wrong with her body, but she couldn't tell what went wrong.

She wasn't sure if it was her psychological effect, which created the illusion.

After all, she is now a person with worms in her body. This kind of worm is different from other bacteria and worms that live in her body. This kind of worm has an aggressive effect.

If those little beasts are in a bad mood, they can kill her at any time.

There is really a sense of urgency on the strings, as if she can swing her claws happily in the next second, close her eyes and die without taking a cloud.

This illusion is inexplicable, but it cannot be denied by itself.

Qin Yiyue didn't dare to tell other people this thought, for fear that they would be worried about it, so she could only think about it secretly by herself.

Qin Yiyue started to watch TV dramas and novels on her tablet in order to avoid her wild thoughts.

She seldom has the leisure to watch these things, and often comes home as tired as a dead dog and doesn't want to move.

I can only get a tube of chicken blood first, and have a happy dance with Xiaobao and the wheel, and then I have no energy to toss about other things.

She feels that she is a person who has no entertainment spirit and has not made any contribution to the entertainment industry.

Now that she finally has some time, she wants to idle around for a while.

Qin Yiyue likes to watch low-budget movies and TV series, preferably without any famous stars.

She flipped through the recommendation list and picked out a Taiwanese TV series "Tu Mi" from last year.

It's a romantic mini-series that follows the heroine's difficult decision when she gets a company assignment through a parallel narrative. One is to choose to accept and get a career but lose love; the other is to choose love to stay in Taiwan and keep a precious relationship.

Choosing to accept, the heroine began to work around the clock and finally fell ill. But his boyfriend in Taiwan became more and more indifferent to him, and the two finally broke up. The heroine gets drunk after getting hurt, and develops from a one-night stand to a bed partner with the company's boss. Afterwards, the heroine gradually became a strong woman, but she felt farther and farther away from the original idea.

She chooses to give up her high-paying job and resign, and takes care of her boyfriend's father anonymously. After her boyfriend's father's condition stabilizes, the heroine returns to Zeqiang and finds out that she is pregnant before marriage. The heroine originally planned to give up the child, but at the request of her boyfriend's family, she gave birth to it.

After marriage, the heroine has contributed many times to her husband's family and turned into a complete yellow-faced woman, while his husband confirmed the back of a well-dressed lady and said: "She is a bit like you before."

When giving birth, the sister-in-law committed suicide again. The heroine had to run to the hospital to give birth by herself, with amniotic fluid flowing and leaning against the wall. After giving birth, the husband's family directly threw him back to his natal family.

In the end, her career and life were not smooth.

After reading it, Qin Yiyue felt a little depressed.

She found that many women have experienced the struggle and choice of the heroine in this drama. The consequences of the heroine's two choices in this drama are visible, and it seems that neither choice is happy.

Many people choose career and family, but not everyone can have both.

After watching it, Qin Yiyue flipped through the movie reviews about this drama, and there was a sentence in it that she thought was quite right, "The best love doesn't involve sacrifice, don't have a sense of giving."

Indeed, a temporary sacrifice may not feel anything, but over time, there will always be a feeling of imbalance in my heart.

One party is used to giving, and the other party is used to giving from the other party. One feels tired, and the other takes it for granted.

In the case of long-term inequality, this marriage has become like a piece of paper that can be easily broken.