Chatper 488 (1/2)

Ji Xuege said seriously: "My parents were sixteen or seventeen years old when they met, and then they were together until they got married, and then they passed away."

It's the first time Ling Xiu has lived with Ji Xuege about her family, "They're gone? So what do you usually do?"

"I live alone, I can live anywhere alone."

"What about your mother and their relatives, don't they care about you?"

"in spite of."

Ling Xiu looked at Ji Xuege with distressed eyes, "No wonder you look younger than me, but you are much more mature than me."

"Don't look at me with such silly eyes. In fact, apart from being a little lonely sometimes, life is not as bad as imagined most of the time."

"From now on, you will be my sister, and I will protect you. If you don't want to spend the New Year alone, you can go home with me. You can't go to He Weifei's house to spend the New Year, right?"

"Where did you go? I lived alone for several years, and it feels good."

"What a fart! The whole family is reunited and lively. What's the point of you watching the Spring Festival Gala alone at home? I will tell my parents in advance before you get married. Go home for the New Year."

Ji Xuege's unmoved heart is a lie, she didn't have a particularly obvious expression on her face, and said: "I accept your wish, this matter depends on the actual situation, don't put a shackle on yourself just because of the current whim, and you will continue to do so in the future." Feeling guilty about it.”

"You don't believe me?" Ling Xiu asked somewhat shocked.

"It's not that I don't believe it. I really believe that the promises and invitations you made now are sincere, so I accept your current affection. But I can't guarantee whether we will celebrate the New Year together every year in the future." Ji Xuege smiled wryly Said: "My parents' family also has relatives, grandparents, grandparents are still there, but they are afraid of taking responsibility, afraid that I will cause trouble for them, and they are unwilling to support me. Uncles and aunts think I will rob their children. resources, wronged their children, and did not say whether they want me. Even people with blood relations would make such a choice to maximize their interests, let alone outsiders. I know what I said will make you uncomfortable, but let me be as soon as possible. It's better for you to understand my thoughts, otherwise you will think that I am too indifferent to you. My current thinking and thoughts are based on previous experiences, and I can't trust others. I am a pessimist."

Ling Xiu opened his mouth wide, unable to react for a long time.

After a while, he asked with a stiff tongue: "Does He Weifei know about this?"

"When I met him, my state was not like this. If you saw that state, you might not plan to be friends with me. He saw all the bad sides of me, but he didn't hold anything against him, and still tried to find ways Help me. Even though I have a bad attitude towards him, he still helped me think about the problem for a long time, and gave him the most direct help. At that time, I didn't accept it until I met him again on the National Day last year. I It was only when I felt particularly ashamed of my previous self that I wanted to work hard to change my destiny and bring myself closer to him. Then I became who I am now.”

After swallowing his saliva, Ling Xiu said, "I see. No wonder you had such a bold dream."

"Well, I want to be closer to him. If I can walk a long distance with him, no matter how much effort I put in, I am also willing."

Ling Xiu patted Ji Xuege's shoulder, "Okay, I understand your thoughts. If you want to go back to my house with me for the New Year in the future, I will take you back. If you don't want to, I won't force you. Anyway, from now on From now on, I will treat you as my younger sister, and you also have multiple older brothers. Where I can help you, I will do my best."

"Thank you. You've helped me a lot."

After Ji Xuege finished talking to Ling Xiu, the stone that had been hanging in his heart finally dissipated slowly.

In essence, she has never been the kind of person who likes to hide secrets.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have waited four years as a boy without anyone knowing that she was a girl.

She has a bright side and a very informal side in her character.

Therefore, she does not like to keep secrets from her trusted friends.

This point, in fact, was clearly shown after meeting He Weifei.