Chapter 113： 113 (1/2)

"Huo Xiangyang looks bright, but he has no money and no responsibility. What kind of woman do you think would be willing to give birth to him?"

"Even if they were naively deceived at the beginning, they could endure it in 1989, and they even had to subsidize the child to give him pocket money. What did they want?"

Lu Mingchen said, "So, those two children are not his?"

Su Ruan said, "One is definitely not, that is purely because the woman is covering her real lover, the other is not sure, two women are hanging two or three men at the same time, I am also Too lazy to check."

"But one thing is certain. Later, they all came for the Huo family's property. When they learned that I had a terminal illness, they were very happy." Su Ruan said Here he laughed again, "So is the Huo family. The three Huo family can't wait to open champagne to celebrate every day."

"After giving them the best hope, and then throwing them into hell, it's really cool."

Lu Mingchen thought, it really is Su Ruan's style.

"As soon as I found out that I was terminally ill, I learned from you and donated everything and all my property. The Huo family wants to raise their own child? Then I will raise it, as long as he can afford it."

"Besides, a woman who can play around with him and put such a long line can be a fuel-efficient lamp? And there are two, the only house left for them, In the end, they can't be allowed to live."

Su Ruan finished speaking and looked at Lu Mingchen, "Am I scary?"

"Emotions can easily make people lose their minds, and I am the one who is extra crazy."

Lu Mingchen looked at Su Ruan's expression and finally understood what she was thinking. Not only was she insecure about her relationship, she also hated being so extreme, and was afraid that one day she would hurt him .

Lu Mingchen couldn't help touching her face, "What a silly girl."

In her last life, she was betrayed by her most reliant father as soon as she graduated from high school, and almost all the relatives around were cold and mean, and Huo Xiangyang's only warmth was betrayed her when she was pregnant. She even took away her most anticipated child.

Lu Mingchen thought that she was only in her twenties at that time. After such a great change, she didn't even have a person to talk to or talk to, and she could only stubbornly raise a thorn. , attacking the people around him with his teeth and claws, and he felt full of pity.

When you are in the abyss, you can only protect yourself by making yourself more terrifying, but in fact, you are always trembling.

He leaned over and hugged her, "Su Ruan, don't think of yourself like this, if you were really a terrible person, you wouldn't have so many messy thoughts." Feeling unhappy, just don't do it Is it ok?

Su Ruan didn't have that confidence, "But many things, it is one thing to think rationally, and it is another thing to actually encounter them." She pushed Lu Mingchen away and looked at it seriously. Looking into his eyes, "I can't be sure what I will do when the time comes."

She stopped him from speaking and continued, "Just take a step back and assume that nothing like that happens, but I may not be able to give as unreservedly as you."

." Instead of that, it's better not to start.

"And..." Su Ruan finally touched her stomach slowly, a trace of sadness in her eyes, "I'm afraid of being a mother."

Lu Mingchen suddenly pinched Su Ruan's face, "Scumbag."

"Huh?" Su Ruan blinked at him.

Lu Mingchen snorted softly, "So you told me in advance that you would not love me wholeheartedly, that you might bully me in the future, and you might not be responsible for me in the end, yes. Does that mean?"

Su Ruan:…

She wanted to refute, but found that he seemed to be right...

Lu Mingchen couldn't help laughing when he saw her choked appearance, and pressed his forehead against hers, "Ruanruan, this life is different from the last one, you found your mother, put your The Su family stepped on the soles of their feet, and the person who married was also me."

"Even if you can't believe in yourself or me, you should believe in your mother and the country. You underestimate our marriage."

He didn't say that he would always tolerate and love her. Su Ruan, who had experienced betrayal, couldn't believe it. She believed in rules more than feelings.

"Military marriages are protected by the state. You can't hurt me, and I can't hurt you. Your mother and political commissar Wang are staring at them."

Lu Mingchen put his chin on her shoulder, "If you dare to be irresponsible to me, I will go to your mother and complain."

Su Ruan was dumbfounded.

Lu Mingchen said again, "If you feel wronged, you can also ask Political Commissar Wang. You know, he is especially oriented towards you and will definitely teach me a lesson."

"As for the child..." He put his big palm gently on her stomach, covering her cold hand, "I don't have the confidence to be a good father, I think I can try it first take care of you."

Su Ruan pushed him, "What do you mean? Be my child?"

"Isn't it?" Lu Mingchen directly stretched out his hand and hugged her on his lap, really hugging her like a child, "As long as no one is watching, you are either bullied or stupid. It's not a child, what is it?"

He stroked Su Ruan's back and said, "Let's take it slow, don't worry, just like this time last year, I was all thinking about my destination is the battlefield, and you are only Thinking of working with me."

"But now I want to make my daughter happy and healthy..."