Chapter 194： 194 You are really a little rose with thorns (1/2)

Lu Mingchen accompanied Su Ruan after the Lantern Festival and left.

Su Ruan is also accustomed to this kind of separation now. As soon as Lu Mingchen walks away, she plunges into work and study with her back, and schedules her time fully.

However, this time, there was a secret expectation in my heart, but after 20 days, the menstrual period came on time, Su Ruan couldn't help being disappointed.

Lu Mingchen heard Su Ruan sigh when he called.

"What's wrong?"

Su Ruan said depressedly, "No baby."

Lu Mingchen laughed, "Where can I say this?"

He seemed relieved, "I thought about it carefully, but I don't think we need to worry."

Su Ruan's heart warmed, she actually didn't want to be alone. Now she is not afraid of small babies, but she is not sure about pregnancy.

After all, the pain in her previous life has been branded in her bones for decades, she is not sure if it will have any impact at that time, she can only be sure of one thing now, that is, if Lu Mingchen is there, She is not afraid of anything.

But the reality does not allow it. She knows very well that Lu Mingchen's working state may last for two or three years, and she is afraid that she can't wait.

It is now 1995, and there are still three years before the catastrophic flood of 1998. She must give birth to a child before 1997.

She knew that her thoughts were wrong, but as the time of Lu Mingchen's sacrifice got closer and closer, Su Ruan could not control her anxiety.

No matter what it is, as long as it can give Lu Mingchen more hope of surviving, she can't help but do it.

At first she just thought she wanted a cute child like Lu Mingchen, but one day she suddenly thought that if she had one more child, would she have more chips.

If she is not enough for him to stay, then mother and son can always be.

So this anxiety made her insist, "I'm not afraid, I want a baby."

Although Lu Mingchen didn't directly refute her, he fooled her with a gag when he was on vacation again.

And since Su Ruan knew that Su Ruan calculated the ovulation period, Su Ruan suspected that he came back during her safe period on purpose.

In short, by the end of 1995, Su Ruan's stomach still did not move, and her mood changed from anxiety to anxiety.

When she thinks that there are still two years before 1998, she will think uncontrollably, thinking for a while that he will have a child and he will come back for their mother and son;

She couldn't tell Lu Mingchen these thoughts, so wanting a child became her obsession.

Mission with purpose.

In April 1996, when Su Ruan heard the news that Luo Shengnan was pregnant, this anxiety reached its peak. Yan Shaoyu and Luo Shengnan only got married in October 1995. They already have children.

The first time they had a disagreement, the first time they quarreled.

After Lu Mingchen pretended not to stay in her body again, Su Ruan finally got angry, "Lu Mingchen! Do you think I'm stupid? I want Child, want a child! What the **** do you mean by that?"

Lu Mingchen hugged her with a smile and wanted to fool her like before, but was pushed away angrily by Su Ruan, "You know what I want, why are you fooling me?! "

Lu Mingchen was really angry when she saw her, and said helplessly, "Ruanruan, we spend less time together like this, how can I rest assured that you are pregnant?"

He watched with his own eyes how Nurse Mi's pregnancy came through step by step, morning sickness, pregnancy taste, back pain and physical discomfort, etc. There are all kinds of problems almost every day, that is, Lu Chenming It is exhausting to be by my side every day.

At that time, there was another Yan Miao for comparison, how could he be willing to let Su Ruan suffer like that, and Su Ruan still has a knot in his heart, who knows what problems will happen.

"It's too hard for you to be pregnant alone, I hope I can accompany you." Lu Mingchen smiled and stroked her belly, "and I also want to accompany us as a father children together."

"But you can't accompany you!" Su Ruan slapped his hand away, she couldn't hear anything now, "Don't you know how long your work like this will last? ?"

"Can you be at home for one month a year? How can you accompany you?"

Lu Mingchen frowned at the excited Su Ruan, "Ruan Ruan, calm down."

"I'm calm," Su Ruan said angrily, "I made it very clear, I want children!"

"I'm not a dodder, I have to have someone to accompany me. I can live well by myself!"

"You don't accompany me, why don't you give me a child to accompany me?!" Speaking of which, she didn't know what to think, and she became more excited and her eyes were red.

Lu Mingchen said helplessly, "Ruanruan, you know I don't mean that."

But Su Ruan insisted, "No matter what you mean, if you don't have time, you won't let me have a child. What's the reason?"

"If you don't want kids, just say so!"

Lu Mingchen sighed, got up and put on his clothes, "Okay, let's talk after you calm down, okay?"

Su Ruan grabbed him and was not allowed to leave, "What's there to talk about? Today is my ovulation period, it must be today."

"Su Ruan!" Lu Mingchen rarely got angry, "Are you sure you want to be in this state?"

Su Ruan insisted, "Yes!"

When the water and milk blended into the task, it was not only boring, but also reluctant and painful, Lu Mingchen looked at Su Ruan's eyes closed and frowned, sighed, and supported her back softly Said, "Ruanruan, don't do this, I'm leaving tomorrow."

Su Ruan suddenly burst into tears, Lu Mingchen was stunned for a moment, and quickly leaned over and picked her up, "What's wrong?"

He stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of her eyes, but more and more, Lu Mingchen hugged her tightly, "Don't cry."

He has never seen Su Ruan cry so sadly. She is stubborn and never willing to show weakness before. Instead, she is prone to tears when she is moved.

He seemed to be torn apart by something, Lu Mingchen said sadly, "Don't cry, okay, sorry, it's my fault, I should have talked to you earlier, but we rarely meet, I don't want to spoil you."

Su Ruan buried in his chest and cried loudly, "Lu Mingchen, I'm sorry, I don't want to, but I don't have time..."