Chapter 22： committed to (1/2)

Ji Lingxuan looked at Jing Sui, and his brain was completely in a state of halt, only a while before he realized that Jing Sui said sorry to him!

He must be dreaming, or the kind of nightmare ...

Jing Sui actually said sorry to him, no ... why did you say sorry to me! You did a good job, there is no need to say sorry to me, please continue to be ruthless!

I don't need to be sorry at all, okay! Ji Ling growled in despair.

Jing Sui looked at Ji Ling's sad and shocked eyes, and the cold chill flowed through his veins, almost frostbite his internal organs.

Once again, I saw with my own eyes the damage to the juvenile, many times more real than the memory, the dense cracks like a cobweb in my heart were on the verge of cracking again.

For a long time, Jing Sui began to make a low voice, and gently looked at Ji Ling's eyes: "You don't need to prove to me this way, in the future ... Don't do such a dangerous thing again, eh?"

Ji Lingxuan looked at the man who had always been cold and indifferent in front of him, and stared at him with such concentrated and gentle eyes, and finally came from it.

So you who killed the thousand swords, you are indeed reborn! Why can't you just stick to it, being a male principal and those villains? !!

Ji Ling is like a child who has suffered a lot. Although he has encountered many difficulties before, he keeps telling himself to be strong, and he must persist, not to lose hope for life, but his fate has given him a merciless blow. ... At this moment was comforted by Jing Suiyi, finally could not help tears, and wow cried out.

How can you do this!

You are too much!

Jing Sui watched Ji Ling burst into tears, and her shaking eyes were full of helplessness and despair. The accusing gaze, like a sharp knife, pierced his heart.

It turns out that the current self has already hurt him so deeply. How indifferent should he be, which will lead to a gentle discourse and bring the youth's emotions on the verge of collapse?

Was the former self so harsh on him ...

Why ... didn't you come back earlier?

This thought came to his mind again, and God gave him a chance to be born again, maybe just to let him see for himself how cruel he was doing ...

Let him hate his former self so much, but there is nothing he can do.

Sorry.

In the future ... I will never make you sad again, okay?

Jing Sui's golden pupil was dim, and he reached out to take the crying teenager into his arms, brushing the teenager's soft hair gently with his palm, and whispered in his ear: "Don't cry."

Ji Ling was embraced by Jing Sui and comforted by his soft voice. He was so ashamed that he almost broke his can and broke it.

He felt the cold and cold breath brought by the man's approach, and wrapped him strong and tenderly, giving him a sense of nowhere to escape ... Finally, the bottom line persisted to keep him rational.

He can't accept Jing Sui!

He is a straight man, and his people now have a fascination with Jing Sui. Even if the injury is deeper, as long as Jing Sui gives a little sweetness, he can immediately turn back and hug him, as long as Jing Sui smiles at him Thanks for the kind of Dade ... but he really can't do it!

He is just a sailor who takes money to deal with things. It usually does n’t matter if he likes it, but if a sudden idol turns around and tells you, let ’s be together, I accept your feelings. After they are together ... maybe pro-pro, pap-pap ...

Ji Ling was almost black.

Thinking of being trapped in such a terrible world, he also faces the risk of being xxoo by a man. Under such a desperation, Ji Ling finally broke out of his own small universe. He must now reject Jing Sui!

The rabbit is in a hurry and will bite!

Ji Ling shoved Jing Sui sharply and looked at him with red eyes, angrily said: "Don't lie to me, you just comforted Ning Yu, you obviously like him, and you came here for him today ... You are just afraid that he will hurt me and be retaliated, and I am afraid that I will not be willing to continue to find trouble with him, I don't need such hypocrisy as you! "

Jing Sui froze, her arms hollow, her eye pain almost impossible to suppress.

When he was reborn, the duel had already begun. The reason why he didn't take the shot at the beginning was to hope that Ji Ling would restore some reputation himself. And he did not appear at all for Ning Yu. If he directly injured Ning Yu and left Ji Ling at that time, the angry people would vent their anger to Ji Ling and make him a target of public criticism.

That's why I deliberately pretended not to care about him and stayed at the scene to appease Ning Yu and try to reduce the adverse effects caused by this incident. This way, even if the people have some dissatisfaction, most of them will only point their finger at him, but ignore Ji Ling.

But Ji Ling didn't understand. All he saw was the scene of leaving him and talking to Ning Yu.

This child has always been simple and heartbreaking and helpless.

For a long time, a slight sigh overflowed from Jing Sui's throat, and explained slowly and gently, "No, I did that just to protect you."

Ji Ling immediately asked with a barb, "What do you call protect me?"

Such a simple truth, if it is with others, Jing Sui is dismissive of explanation, but how can he bear the misunderstanding of misunderstanding when he looks at the sad young man? He said: "This is a fair duel. It is not compliant to intervene in this. If you protect you too much, it will only make you the target of criticism. Do you understand?"

Ji Ling froze for a moment, so what do you think? This principle is very simple and easy to understand. He just didn't think in this direction just now. Now listening to Jing Suiyi, he is even more desperate and angry :)

It turned out that you were not defending Ning Yu just now!

Even if you are born again, even if you feel guilty, I can barely understand it ... but your heart for the protagonist is too sad and indignant, how can you not take him so seriously? For the sake of my vicious cannon fodder, I ignored the righteous protagonist!

It's simply shocking!

No, I will never give up!

He took a deep breath, looked at Jing Sui, and said coldly, "Really?"

Jing Sui saw that Ji Ling was a little calm, and thought he understood what he meant, and accepted his apology, but at this moment he saw Ji Ling's eyes burst into tears again, and looked with a strange look It seemed to him that he was a terrible being ...

Ji Ling's eyelashes trembled slightly, with tears in her eyes, but a smirk grinning at the corners of her mouth, saying: "Apart from the identity of this aristocracy, what else is comparable to him?"

Jing Sui's face finally changed.

Ji Ling clearly and slowly repeated the sentence without fail. In his eyes was the dark color of despair, sadness, and pain. He fixedly looked at Jing Sui's eyes. "This is the day that Your Majesty said to me personally, I remember every word clearly."

Jing Sui's lips moved slightly, but no sound came out.

"At that time, Your Majesty probably didn't expect that I would go to Ning Yu for a duel ... But what I didn't expect is that you love him so much." Ji Ling looked at him in dismay, and opened his mouth sarcastically, trying hard. There seemed to be an inaudible trembling-trembling voice in his calm voice. He said, "In your capacity, in order to protect a person, you are willing to treat me like a garbage you look down on, imaginary and indifferent."

"I was still naive and extravagantly expected that day, you didn't deny that it was just a perfunctory of my words, but you just found an excuse to refuse me. I didn't believe that you really liked him ... but now I believe it." Ji Ling smiled, and tears flowed silently. "It turns out that you like him to this point. You can join in a duel for him, clear obstacles for him, and solve all the troubles for him. Come and lie to me ..."

Every time Ji Ling said a word, Jing Sui's complexion became more white.

He wanted to refute that he could not disdain to do such a mean behavior, he is fully capable of guarding his lover, just as I want to guard you now.

But even if he said it wasn't like that now ... who would believe it?

If it weren't for the experience of that life, and if he had regretted the pain of hundreds of years, he would not have believed it.

I don't believe that I will be like this, care about a person.

Jing Sui closed her eyes, covering the exhaustion of her eyes, and said, "Not like that."

Ji Ling suddenly shouted angrily: "Enough!"

He looked at Jing Sui with a grudge, raised his hand and wiped his eyes. It seemed that he could finally not hold on anymore, and turned to run away from Jing Sui!

Jing Sui stood there, watching the boy passing by himself. The hateful look, like the chill of thousands of feet, made him unable to move.

Sometimes, once the injury is caused, even if it takes hundreds of times, it is difficult to recover, and it is difficult to make up for it.

In the abyss, how can you expect to leave easily?

What about salvation?

But nevertheless, in this life, please allow me to protect you, even if I have spent my whole life begging for forgiveness.

………………

Ji Ling was just playing supernormally just now. He finally got rid of Jing Sui, returned to his home, and started to wait for the system.

Ji Ling: [This task loves me, I don't do it! 】

System: [... you calm down. 】

Ji Ling: [I can't calm down now! !! !! 】

system:【……】

Ji Ling: [He must have been reborn, otherwise it would not be possible to say such things to me, the male lead has been reborn, how can this task be done! 】

The system also saw the scene just now. It was not straightforward, and had to euphemistically hint: [But if you do n’t do the task, what will your reward do ...]

Ji Ling became a puffer fish, let him stay in this strange world full of horror bosses, and live a day of fear and fear of losing his horse, let him die! He took a deep breath and said, "I can't read the file and start again. 】

The system is a bit awkward: [We have not yet determined the reason for the rebirth of the world character, so even if the file is read again, there is no guarantee that it can be completely restored to the original state ...]

Ji Ling heard the words dark, almost fainted: [So you mean, even if you come back, there is no guarantee that they are normal? 】

The system is afraid to speak.

Ji Ling smiled angrily: [Even if the failure of the first mission was my reason, but now they are all reborn, isn't that my reason? This is completely different from what we agreed before. This is a serious breach of integrity. I ask you to give me a statement! 】

System: [Reassure you, I will report this situation to my superiors, and give you a statement as soon as possible. 】

Ji Ling looked indifferent: "I sound very familiar to you. 】

system:【? 】

Ji Ling: [A colleague of my mother bought a house last year, but found that it was inconsistent with the model house when the house was actually closed, and the original promise of the open house was not fulfilled, so they went to the open house theory and asked them to give them a statement Every time, the other sales manager responded to her like this. 】

system:【……】

Ji Ling: [The key point is that this matter has been scratching the skin for a whole year, the banners have been pulled, and the door has been blocked, until the death of the other side, the same is still obstructed :)]

system:【……】

Ji Ling's sincere emotion: [So you must not be so right? 】

System: [...] dare not speak, dare not speak.

………………

Ji Ling fell asleep and fell asleep. It was already the next afternoon when she woke up.

Yesterday, Lingguang found a reason to run away from Jing Sui, and then slammed the system hard again, but his mood was still very low. For a moment, he really had the thought of breaking the pot, but he knew he couldn't.

No matter whether the system can give him a satisfactory answer, if you want to complete the task, you still have to rely on yourself, and you can't fully pin your hopes on others. He must cheer up. Efforts do not necessarily have results, but they do not have results.

If he wants to go home, he can't give up now.

After calming down and thinking carefully, although the situation is really bad, he is not hopeless, because the real decisive condition for completing the task is that the protagonist attack and love each other and he, as long as this goal can be achieved, the process is actually not important anymore. .

What if they were born again? Rebirth essentially only adds a period of experience, knowing that something will happen in the future. It is not a big change in personality. These people are still themselves. They have their own personalities and ideas. Many deep-rooted things will not be caused by rebirth. Changed.

Just like a silly child, he will not become smart because of rebirth, and a cold and evil person will not become kind and compassionate because of rebirth.

So in the last life they hated themselves this way, naturally they would not like it just because they were born again.

The reason why Jing Sui and Brandon are unusually good to themselves is not so much like guilt, but because they gave up their lives in the last life to save them, so after they died, they developed a feeling of regret and regret, and wanted after rebirth Make up is also reluctant to say in the past, after all, belongs to the decent camp, not so heartbroken.

As for Carlos and Wenyan's insidious and wicked disregard for human life, even if they are reborn with their personalities and minds, I am afraid they are mostly calculated with their own minds, and the bad guys will not be transformed into good people because of rebirth once.

Taking a step back ten thousand steps, it doesn't matter whether they feel guilty about themselves or are full of calculations. They are just a trivial cannon fodder. As long as Jing Sui can love Ning Yu, there is hope for completing the task!

Thinking of this, Ji Ling finally cheered up a bit and began to carefully analyze the situation he is now facing.

In the last life, he secretly calculated that Ning Yu's success, Jing Sui's hero rescued the United States, and showed great affection before the entire people, but because of this incident, he caused strong public dissatisfaction with the nobility. The use of such despicable means in a duel is undoubtedly a violation of the laws of the empire. Jing Sui will punish him in order to calm the anger of the people, but at a critical moment Ning Yu stepped up to intercede for him and forgave him a lot before letting him He was finally exempt from punishment.

The reason why Ning Yu did this is that Ji Ling believes that, on the one hand, Ning Yu is a white lotus man with a broad mind, not a vicious person who must report; the other is because he is actually a smart person. It ’s absolutely no good for him to kill him at this time. It ’s better to take it when he sees it. It has won a good reputation, but it will not cause the imperial nobility to dislike him and resist him. He offends Ji Tingji, who can be said to be everything.

Kindness and integrity don't mean low emotional quotient—excellently demonstrated here at Ning Yu.

But this time, the object saved by the hero became himself ...

At that time, facing Jing Sui, who did not play cards according to common sense, Ji Ling was very collapsed and desperate, but now if you think about it, it is not so bad, because Ning Yu still has both fame and fortune. Not only did he win himself, he also gained public sympathy because of Jing Sui's protection of himself.

To say the only change is that this time it became Jing Sui ...

But it didn't matter too much, because Jing Sui's handling at that time was very clever, soothing the people's emotions to a great extent. Even if some people were still dissatisfied, it was not enough to affect the situation. While protecting himself, he made the matter bad The impact is minimized.

Therefore, Ning Yu and Jing Sui have not suffered any real loss in this matter.

What really worries Ji Ling is Jing Sui's attitude towards Ning Yu.

Because he turned to Ning Yu without hesitation for himself!

In the last life, you were also a couple with a marriage contract. If Jing Sui was born again, if you feel guilty about yourself, you should love Ning Yu.

So here comes the problem.