Chapter 39： Confession (1/2)

Brother Jing Sui with a sad meaning ...

Let Carlos' motion stop abruptly, the ice covered his brown pupils instantly, and the eyes became dark and cold.

His thin lips curled into a line, his gaze settled on the pale and painful face of the boy.

The jealousy in his heart clenched his heart like a serpent, and the severe pain made him almost unable to continue to restrain himself. The impulsive desire, which had been desperately suppressed, was wrapped in the meaning of cruelty and cruelty, destroying all his reason.

So, even if you pretend to be nothing, even if you say you don't like it ...

But in the middle of the night, in your sleep, when you put aside all your precautions, face your true heart, and shout that name instinctively ... I know you didn't let go.

Nothing at all.

The pain in Carlos' eyes was like an abyss, and his palms slowly tightened. He calculated everything, step by step, and unscrupulously separated the teenager from Jing Sui, and let the teenager step by step into the prison cage that he carefully built for him, and included him under his wings ...

He even had the identity of a teenager's nominal lover.

So much so that he had an illusion, he thought that one day, he could let the teenager willingly put into his arms.

accept him.

He thought he could wait until that day.

But at this moment, the boy unconsciously whispered and shattered all his self-confidence and thorough blow, making all his patience into a joke.

Let him fail.

Even if Jing Sui hurts you like this and does something like that to you.

But he can't let it go in the end, even if he says he won't go back, but what he really cares about, is still the man he is thinking about.

It ’s like the last life, even if it falls to that point, in the end it is for him, at all costs, in front of himself.

Give your life.

So you just can't stop loving that person ... right?

Carlos closed his eyes in pain, his strenuous strife appeared on his face, his jaw was tight, and if he was destined not to cover the heart, he was destined not to make the teenager willing to accept himself, then all his restraint and tolerance ... ... what's the point?

It would be better to get him directly and imprison him-to his side.

Let him be his own.

Carlos exhaled slowly, his chest twitched slightly, and his eyes opened again.

He raised his hand to pinch the boy's chin, and stared down at the boy's lips-flaps, and his eyes desire-swelled. Now the boy is in his own hands and can do whatever he wants to him.

He couldn't resist, couldn't escape, and even crying and begging himself was useless.

He could have done this for a long time, and he had many opportunities to do so ...

But why didn't you do that?

Why let go of your hand again and again, watching him go, even allowing him to stay with other men?

Carlos stared at the bed-sleeping teenager, for a long time, a look of weakness and sorrow appeared in his eyes, and he suddenly let go of his hand.

He didn't do that for only one reason.

He loves him.

It's not just a matter of wanting to do something, not just being controlled by desire, it's not just a whim.

Just because he loves him.

That's why he restrained himself, calculated everything, and was careful, just because he didn't want the teenager to be sad.

He couldn't bear to hurt him.

Ji Ling shouted the name gently, and continued to pretend to be a nightmare again, waiting in fear for Carlos' response. He could feel the man's breathing becoming heavy, and then pinched his chin, like a bloodthirsty Beast, the prey slowly approaching the palm of your hand ... Even if you don't open your eyes, you can feel the man, hiding under the gentle gesture, the blood is really cruel and cruel.

At this moment, Ji Ling was really scared.

He knew he was taking a risk.

But he really had no other way. He couldn't accept Carlos to do that kind of thing to him, and could only use Jingsui again as an excuse, hoping that Carlos would retreat in case of difficulty.

Carlos has always been calm and rational, and his interests are paramount. If he wants to continue to maintain this relationship with himself, it is logical that he will not destroy the situation for the sake of impulse and do such a worthless thing.

Compared with his planning layout, whether to go to bed with one, is the most trivial matter.

He should leave.

But at this time, feeling that Carlos was approaching, that burning breath that almost burned people, Ji Ling almost thought he was wrong! Does this person really have to tear his face completely for his own sake? But this doesn't make sense! Could Carlos still lack a heated bed? That's a joke!

Just when Ji Ling felt more and more disturbed ... But the man suddenly released his hand and stood up, just as he came, he left silently.

Ji Ling listened to the sound of the door being closed, and then she slowly exhaled a breath that she had just mentioned, and found that her back was already sweaty.

He quietly opened his eyes a gap, revealing a look of fear.

Then began to be annoyed.

Looking back now, in fact, there were some harbingers before, but he never thought that Carlos would have such 龌-龊 thoughts on him! So I didn't think about that ... The old fox is older than his dad, and the gentleman and gentleman disguised in the usual days, and the impeccable grace and persistence, he actually wants to sleep in himself. Who wants this absurd thing!

Rao is that he thought he was vigilant enough, but he was unknowingly confused and relaxed about this person.

Terrible, this man is terrible.

Ji Ling angered: [System, I know why Carlos is so good to me. 】

System: [...] In fact, he knows it too.

Ji Ling: [Because he wants to soak me :)]

system:【……】

Ji Ling: [Want the old cow to eat tender grass, shameless :)]

system:【……】

Ji Ling said that he was afraid he couldn't stay here, so he had to leave quickly! There are only himself and Carlos on this planet. Before, he also felt comfortable and safe here, but now it is actually the most dangerous to want to come!

Although he was forced to retreat by Carlos just a moment ago, but once failed and there was a second time, once Carlos could not help the beast-sex-big-hair, what should he do to himself, it was really called every day. The ground is not working, there is nowhere to escape!

………………

Ji Ling returned to his heart like an arrow and did not sleep all night.

After getting up the next morning, after having breakfast, Ji Ling pretended not to know anything. He smiled at Carlos and proposed, "Carlos, let's go back today."

Carlos's expression did not show the slightest clue, as if nothing had happened last night, his eyes were soft and deep, his voice was low and he smiled: "What? Unhappy living here?"

Ji Ling shook his head and said, "I see that you have been busy, because I let you leave Emperor Star for so long, I feel a little unhappy, so let's go back first ..." He seemed a little embarrassed, and said with a smile: " Besides, if you want to come here later, you can come again at any time. "

Carlos looked at the boy's well-behaved and shameful, soft place in his heart, pitying love was turned over by painful jealousy, and turned into a complex and dark color under his eyes. His thin lips were raised, and he nodded, "Ok, but before leaving , I want to take you to a place. "

Although Carlos seemed very normal, Ji Ling was still a little nervous, but he had no reason to refuse, but nodded and said, "Okay."

Ji Ling followed Carlos on the aircraft, and did not squint, and did not dare to see the man around him, feeling a little anxious.

Before long, the aircraft stopped by a huge lake.

The area of ​​this lake is very large. From a distance, it looks like a azure blue sea. The lake is clear and has no impurities, so you can clearly see the blue stars in the silver sand at the bottom of the lake.

It's really beautiful.

Carlos took Ji Ling's hand to the lake and stepped on the soft silver sand. There was a feeling of floating in the clouds. The beauty here could not help slowing down the breathing.