Chapter 67： respectively (1/2)

Ji Ling looked at him calmly and said slowly, "Of course I know what I'm talking about."

Ning Yu closed her eyes and opened them again, her eyes filled with loneliness, her voice low: "What have you heard outside?"

Ji Ling pursed her lips.

Ning Yu decided: "No matter what you hear, don't worry about it, I will deal with it."

From the time he started on this road, it was destined to be a lonely, bloody, cruel road. He could only go forward, not turn back, and always walked on the edge of life and death, bearing the expectations of everyone alone.

This is his own choice and he will not blame anyone.

And no matter who won Carlos and Jingsui, the Resistance must be removed, and it cannot be tolerated.

Even without Ji Ling, even as in the previous life ... Jing Sui never let off the rebels.

This life is only a little ahead of schedule.

Ji Ling smiled: "You should understand that if I go back, at least one of them can be persuaded to stop chasing you and the rebels temporarily, or they can shift their contradictions and get more time for you, Give more people a chance to escape. "

Ning Yu took a deep breath, her chest was slightly undulating, and she looked at Ji Ling gently and calmly: "I don't need you to do this. I can protect you, and I can protect them ..."

"You can't, you can't protect everyone—" Ji Ling interrupted him, his eyes lightened, his lips raised, and he smiled: "Finally, I don't need your protection at all. Whether it is Her Majesty or Carlos, They are all very good to me, and they are willing to protect me. Even if I return to Jing Sui, I can still be my noble, and even his queen, living in a group of Jinyiyu food servants, not here. How could you know that I am incognito ...? I don't want to go back? "

Finally, Ning Yu's eyes appeared painful. He walked towards Ji Ling step by step. His dark eyes were dark like an abyss. His voice was low and dumb, wrapped in the anger extruded from the depth of his chest. He said sharply, "Don't say anything silly! It's stupid to stand up and do what you can't do! "

This is the first time that Ji Ling has seen Ning Yu being so angry. Even before he provoked him, he was always indifferent, as if whatever he did was not enough to make him the slightest wave, always so gentle, calm, Reason ... But at this moment, he looks so fierce and angry.

But Ji Ling was not afraid at all.

He lifted his head, bent his eyes and smiled slightly, his voice fluctuated, and he was sharp like a knife: "Am I overwhelmed? It doesn't matter, isn't it important-is this the best choice for you? Does that do anything? Everything is full of calculations, and the calculations are clear to you, this time ... "

Ji Ling said, "Gabriel, you have let me down."

Ning Yu's face paled, almost standing unstable, and taking a step back.

He stared at the teenager in front of him.

The young man's sentence was easy, and the deepest secret hidden in his heart was taken away.

This is the first time he has allowed himself to be dominated by emotions, without calculation, without use ... to approach a person he should not approach at all, he wants to protect him.

He did something irrational.

But this time alone, he could hardly bear the cost.

Ning Yu closed her eyes forcefully to hide the suffocation, pain, and sorrow in her eyes. He slowly said, "You don't love him ..."

Ji Ling heard a smile and said indifferently: "I don't care if he loves him. Does it matter that so many people in this world are together because of love? Such naive words don't really sound like you would say And ... "

Life, freedom, money, ideals, career, each person has his own scale ... Everyone has his own measurement in his heart, there are things they think are more important than love.

For Ji Ling, going home is more important than love.

He won't fall in love with anyone here. Since it's all ordinary, what's the difference with whom?

So he doesn't mind doing things that he can do, maybe just for the sake of being able to go home with more peace of mind.

Ning Yu opened the corner of her mouth and showed a smile of self-deprecating laughter, yeah, it really doesn't look like he would say.

In his eyes, freedom and faith ... are more important than love, so even if you are attentive, you choose to stay away, even if you are reluctant, you choose to let go.

Time and again, let the teenager shake his heart and leave his world.

However, until this moment, when an emotion that had never been before hit his reason and made him make a wrong judgment, he realized that sometimes it is not easy to keep reasoning. So there are weaknesses, because humans are ultimately emotional animals, not completely intelligent machines.

Even knowing that abandoning a person can save more people, it is not easy to sacrifice the person in your heart and remain indifferent.

He didn't want to lose him again.

Ning Yu lowered his eyes, his face was pale because of blood loss, and his dark eyes were hidden with sorrow. He walked over, lowered his head, and pressed his forehead against the forehead of the boy. The voice was very light and light, as if with a trace of pleading Meaning, he said, "I'll do something, I don't need you to help me, so don't say that again, okay ..."

Ji Ling was silent for a long time, don't look over your eyes, and said, "You have been here too long, and someone will come to you."

Ning Yu moved slightly.

He slaughtered outside one after another, and finally led the survivors back, even without time to heal, just to take a look at the teenager to see if the teenager is still here, but he knew he couldn't stay long because he needed He has many people.

He didn't have the time to do whatever he wanted to do.

Ning Yu closed her eyes and covered the sadness and bitterness of her eyes. Her voice was low and dumb, and she kissed the young man's forehead. She said, "Don't think about it, huh? Stay here, nothing will happen."

Ji Ling didn't speak.

Until Ning Yu finally left, she stepped forward and closed the door calmly.

The system hesitated for a moment and said, "Are you really planning to return to Jing Sui? 】

Ji Ling said: [Yes. 】

System said: "Is it because of those people today? Those people are indeed a bit excessive. No matter how Ning Yu this time, at least he has protected them countless times before, and died for them. But this time Ning Yu just wanted to protect a person, but faced such accusations and questions ...

Ji Ling was silent for a moment, exhaled, and laughed: [Actually understandable, Idol baggage. 】

system:【? 】

Ji Ling: [No matter how much Ning Yu has done for them, no matter how many sacrifices, but as long as one mistake is made and one thing is not done satisfactorily, there will be dissatisfaction, and the heart will always be like this ... but as long as it is a person How is it possible not to make mistakes? He is not a ruthless God, and will always live for others. 】

The system is somewhat unacceptable.

Ji Ling said quietly: [So in a way, being a bad person is easier than being a good person. To become a buddha, you have to go through 1981, and the bad person only needs to do one thing. 】

System: [What's up? 】

Ji Ling: [Lay down the butcher knife and become a Buddha on the ground. 】

system:【……】

Ji Ling sighed. Although everyone knows that Jing Sui and Carlos will not let the rebels down, they will cut off the roots after use. The presence of the rebels and Gabriel is a thorn in their eyes ... but Ning Yu seeks to reveal her identity And taking him away at Carlos's wedding did indeed speed up the pace.