Chapter 75： barbecue (1/2)

Ji Ling didn't know why he was nervous about the black eyes of the young man. He thought it might be because Ning Kehan ​​looked a little nervous and infected him ...

The classmate's uncle asked his name, and of course he couldn't help answering it. Ji Ling said obediently: "Hello, my name is Ji Ling."

The words will fall, and I see that the expression of the other person suddenly becomes very terrible. Then he must look at his eyes, as sharp as a blade, and I want to see him through!

Ji Ling could not help but stiffen, but with only a blink of an eye, the youth's expression returned to calm again, just like the terrible appearance just now, just his illusion.

He thought this man was very strange, and turned to Ning Kehan ​​for help.

Ning Kehan ​​hurriedly said, "Uncle, then we go out first, so we won't bother you."

The two came outside, and finally left the deterrent sight, Ji Ling exhaled softly and couldn't help but curiously said, "That person was your uncle just now?"

Rather Han nodded.

Ji Ling said with emotion: "Your uncle looks very young."

"Well." Ning Kehan ​​smiled, didn't he? The uncle was the most distressed laozi of the old man. Since he was a child, he was held by the whole family in his palms. He was an assassin who no one would dare to mess with. Speaking of this villa, it's still Ning Yue's name, but he didn't like to live here, so he gave it to himself who is studying at university here, and suddenly said a few days ago that he would come and live for a few days ... we dare not say I dare not ask.

I heard that he just returned from a trip abroad recently, maybe just bored and want to come here for a quiet moment?

However, although Ning Yue seems to be difficult to get along with, and has a weird character, he will be fine as long as he does not provoke him. However, it is not necessary to tell Ji Ling that they will not be encountered anyway.

Ning Kehan ​​blinked and shifted the topic: "Yes, they're grilling over there, let's go too!"

Ji Ling said happily, "Okay."

………………

Ning Yu watched the teenager leave from his own eyes, he closed his eyes slowly, and just stared at the moment with the teenager. Every tiny expression and look in the teenager was played back frame by frame in his mind.

It's like ... It's really like it.

And it happens to have the same name.

He had a hard time telling himself that it was all just a coincidence ...

Suddenly, Ning Yu remembered the evening when the sky fell. He had quietly followed the boy for several days, but he never showed up, because he knew very well that their position, their identity, was destined to be together.

When he crossed the flames of war from a teenager and passed by him to Jing Sui, he would not look back.

So Ning Yu didn't expect the boy to give him the answer he wanted, and he couldn't just leave the people who put his life hopes on him, he just wanted to look at the boy again, and then-leave.

Until the satellite hung in the sky, aimed his weapon at the planet it was supposed to guard ... at the moment when the life of a teenager was dying, he appeared.

Even if he knew he shouldn't show up at all.

Just like that time and time again, he knew he shouldn't take a shot, shouldn't approach, but still couldn't help but ... to approach a person who shouldn't.

After all, people have to pay for their willfulness.

When the scuffle came to a critical juncture, Ning Yu made his decision. He knew that if he wanted to survive, he shouldn't get involved in the battle between Brandon and Carlos. Only by letting Carlos hold them, could he escape. , But he still chose to end the war with his own life-chose to unite King Sui to kill Carlos.

Even after Carlos's death, it will be him next.

He has been fighting for a purpose all his life. He has no way of remembering how to step out of the dust and mud step by step, how to become the hope of everyone step by step ... When he realized it, he could not take it anymore. Zhang 'Gabriel's Mask' couldn't let go of his mission.

So at that moment, he made what he thought was the most reasonable decision to sacrifice himself to end the war as soon as possible, even if the path was still accompanied by blood and sacrifice, and long turmoil ... but this was already the best he could think of. Approach.

The only thing he didn't expect was that the moment the Jing Sui was about to kill Carlos, the boy rushed out.

At the cost of his life, the beginning of a new world is ushered in.

The teenager didn't want to sacrifice anyone, even the lives of himself and Carlos ... he still cared about pity.

This is the real best way, better than he planned, but only at the expense of you. It was me who was dead ...

Ning Yu raised her hand and gently covered her eyes.

So you saved me again.

I once told you that if you don't like a person, don't save him again and again, but you just can't do it.

That day, Jing Sui took away the young man's body and allowed him and Carlos to leave Emperor Star.

Ning Yu returned to the base of the Resistance Army, where people ’s hearts were lingering, people ’s hearts were covered by fear, and they were dominated by hatred. Some people wanted to run away, some people wanted to die together ... but without exception, the Empire ’s iron hoof They rushed to kill.

Only Ning Yu knew that they would be fine. Neither Jing Sui nor Carlos would hunt them down.

From the moment the teenager died, the war was actually over.

Ning Yu led the rebels away and went to bases on other planets. They were never hunted down again. Jing Sui and Carlos were busy cleaning up the mess, while Ning Yu told people that you can leave and go where you want to start new life.

His decision to demobilize the Resistance was met with much criticism.

People accused him of being a running dog of the empire, scolding him for abandoning ideals and beliefs, and some even thought that he had been seduced and confused by the nobles and had been controlled by the nobles and wanted to betray them in this way ... No one understood him.

He is their leader and should fight the Empire to the end.

People say he is a coward and a traitor.

These Ning Yu didn't care. He just did what he should do. Hate never brings hope, it only brings destruction and pain. Instead of making unnecessary sacrifice and paying unnecessary price because of hate, it is better to let go Start all over again. There are still many innocent civilians here. They are also qualified to live in the sun and live a happy life, instead of hiding in Tibet, and risking being hanged at any time to go against the empire.

He knew it was difficult to let go of hatred.

Therefore, Ning Yu is willing to accept these blame alone and be a traitor in the eyes of others, just because this is the best choice for everyone to survive, and it is everything he must bear as ‘Gabriel’.

Jing Sui will give them a better world and be a tolerant and kind king.

The struggle is no longer necessary.

From beginning to end, Ning Yu hopes to create a better world with the least sacrifice.

He is trying to protect everyone.

Even if not appreciated.

With the acquiescence of Jing Sui, after the last civilians were resettled, Ning Yu chose to leave.

He has done his duty and done what he should do, and since then these have nothing to do with him ... Everyone has his own life, and he cannot and cannot be responsible for everyone's life. He is not God, Just one person.

He can finally put down ‘Gabriel ’s Mask’ and live only for himself.

He has another outstanding wish.

Ning Yu has never forgotten, the last word that Ji Ling said before leaving, he said: Don't be sad, I just went home.

At first he thought it was just a consolation, a good-faith lie of the young man's death, but then when he remembered that scene countless times, he couldn't help but doubt his judgment, because the moment the young man's eyes didn't seem to lie to him There is no need to lie to him again.

He began to fantasize that the teenager might really just go home.

But where is your home?

Ning Yu walked through almost every corner of the universe, looking for any place where the trail of juveniles might appear, hoping that one day they could meet again inadvertently, the young man turned back with a smile and said to him: Look, I didn't lie to you , I just went home.

With such thoughts, day after day, year after year.

But he couldn't find it anymore. After a long time, he had new doubts. The young man's home might not be in this world at all. But if so, where is your world? How should I go to your world?

Or maybe you do n’t want to be found at all, so you have n’t said it.

There is no us in your world now.

are you happy?