Chapter 141： (2/2)

"I am fortunate to have nothing to worry about, live a stable life, and have been doing the work I love. I also met a lot of talented children in school, and taught me my little insights. I have remembered me for more than ten years since graduation, and sent me letters and gifts from all over the world. I consider myself an interesting person, more than fifty, I like young people too. Old antiques have a bad reputation. They sleep soundly, have a calm mind, and are healthy.

"The most incredible thing is that in the old age, I still ..."

Also got a lovely little granddaughter.

Yan Ning grabbed her finger and gently shaved Lily's face, her eyes full of love.

Like He An, unlike the **** boy at home.

Good thing.

"Also ... what else?" He An couldn't help wondering when he didn't go on.

Yan Ning thought for a while, looked up at him, and said warmly, "There is still a chance to speak out calmly what would have been rotten in the stomach. He An, thank you for not being annoying, listen to me so much. "

"No, thank you ..." He An was a little shy. "It's not bad for you."

"Of course, a perfect return is perfect, and there are some regrets after all." Yan Ning drank the tea and talked a few more words, "My biggest regret so far is my two children."

"The eldest son is a little better. He was not chosen by Hongming as his heir. He stayed with me most of the time and was raised by me. He was considered to be modest and empathetic. The younger son ... his pheromone level is very high, I don't know if it is lucky or unfortunate. Hongming regarded him as the sole heir, and taught him too many cold rules when he was still a blank piece of paper.

"He didn't have a real childhood. He only had endless spurs and competition. He won without rewards, but he was punished when he lost. He was punished when he was not beautiful. These disciplines gave him an extremely distorted mentality. Competitors are stepping on their feet, making it difficult to stand on their feet to maintain their sense of security. He has become vigilant, suspicious, and arbitrary, and any potential threat must be strangled at the beginning, because his self-esteem is as vulnerable as Hongming's Not a little hit.

"I couldn't protect him, I couldn't teach him what tolerance is, what empathy is, and what compares the heart. These things everyone knows, he doesn't, so he often makes mistakes and doesn't know where they are wrong. The concept of love is also It was a mess, and I met the right person, but made the same mistake as Hongming, and I set a dead end for myself.

He An heard that his tail finger trembled slightly.

Yan Ning didn't say the details, but every sentence reminded him of Zheng Feiyan involuntarily. So, with similar mentality, experience and personality defects, did Fei Zheng encounter the same experiences as a child?

No, don't do this.

Don't always think of him on unrelated occasions.

He An lowered his head, digging his nails deeply into his palm, and repeatedly told himself not to think too much. But when he looked down, his eyes fell on the black and white photo again.

Then he froze--