Chapter 179： (2/2)

"Okay, but ... I want to go to the library first."

"Library?" Zheng Feiyu was a little surprised. "Don't you finish the exam?"

He An emptied the last sip of mushroom soup in the bowl and put down his spoon: "I want to borrow a few books to look at at home on the weekend. Soon, you wait for me in the parking lot downstairs for a quarter of an hour, and I will go through the loan procedures."

"Okay, take your time, don't worry."

Zheng Feiyu took the spoon and filled him with a bowl, and pushed it gently.

In fact, the books He An wants to borrow are not professionally related.

He went into the library with his student ID, instead of going to the economics area on the fourth floor, he stopped on the third floor and stepped into the literature and psychology area.

He needs to resolve some inner struggles.

About a month ago, he noticed that the amount of pheromone extracts hanging around Zheng Feiyu's neck was becoming scarce. Today, there is only one layer as thin as a cicada, and the bottom of the tube the size of a nail cover is spread. dissatisfied. Maybe another week, the glass tube will be completely empty.

After emptying, how will Zheng Feiyan live?

The answer was obvious and dreadful, but Zheng Feiyu seemed to have not seen it, and never even mentioned a word to him.

He An of course knows that Zheng Feiyu completely gave him the right to make the decision in the future, but he was content with the status quo, so he dragged on day by day and never dared to take a step forward.

Because he was afraid.

I am afraid that after switching back to the primitive gonads, all the beauty that I have today will deteriorate.

He doesn't hate Zheng Feiyu. On the contrary, he likes the relationship with Zheng Feiyu now-he can play tricks or snuggle with peace of mind. There is no one who is more noble and humbler. Love is sweeter and fresher than he expected. The extremely low degree of fit failed to weaken Zheng Feiyu's love for him, and failed to stop him from feeling good about Zheng Feiyu again.

This is something to be pleased with.

But after changing the gonads?

Will he change back to the former self who had surrendered to love and could not even protect his dignity?

How cowardly, how low, how sincere and terrifying he was at that time, he enshrined Fei Zheng in the center of the world, always looking up, except Zheng Fei Ling's love, there was no other pursuit in his soul.