Chapter 88 His Past Guil (2/2)
In the end, he quit Flying Deity and did not play any online game during the following several months.
Until one day, he came across an online game named Shiny Sky and logged onto the game using a new game ID ”Never Deeply Attached”. He decided not to get married to any girl in this game.
One day, he met Strawberry Ice Cream in Shiny Sky. In the beginning, he thought that she was somewhat like Xiaoguang.
She was very dependent on him and often asked him for help. He nicely helped her out when he had time. After knowing her for some time, he discovered that she was not like Xiaoguang. She liked to seek help from others, but Xiaoguang always tried to solve problems by herself.
Anyhow, as he had decided not to fall in love with any girl in this game, he did not like Strawberry, no matter how much she liked him and no matter how hard Han Meimei tried to bring them together.
To his surprise, at the gang party, he met Xiaoguang again and found out that she was dating Bluegreen-Clad.
He had often teamed up with Bluegreen-Clad since starting playing this game. He thought that Bluegreen-Clad was a great guy and would treat Xiaoguang sincerely.
Nevertheless, he highly doubted that they would be able to solve all the practical problems that they met in real life.
No matter what Bluegreen-Clad said, Su Han still refused to believe that his relationship with Xiaoguang would end well. He knew how hard it was to maintain such a relationship as he had been through one.
He felt helpless as Bluegreen-Clad refused to listen to his advice. Even when he spoke ill of Xiaoguang, Bluegreen-Clad still spoke for her.
He could not understand why Xiaoguang started such a relationship again after being through a bad virtual relationship with him. He could not figure out why Xiaoguang made such a decision, as she had gotten hurt before.
He had told her before that she would meet the right person in the future, but in his eyes, Bluegreen-Clad was never the right person. He thought that Bluegreen-Clad would abandon her sooner or later, so he persuaded Bluegreen-Clad to end this relationship as soon as possible.
He even wanted to tell Bluegreen-Clad that Xiaoguang was his ex-girlfriend. He thought that Bluegreen-Clad would probably break up with her since she was his friend's ex.
Nevertheless, when he was about to tell this to Bluegreen-Clad, he hesitated.
He thought of what Blooming Pear Tree had said. ”Su Han, you can tell that to Bluegreen-Clad. But are you sure that you know who's best for Xiaoguang? Are you sure that you're not destroying her chance of happiness?”
With this in mind, he decided to keep this thing secret. After all, if he told this thing to Bluegreen-Clad to stop him from being together with Xiaoguang, he would expose his past guilt.
He took out his cellphone, planning to call Zheng Xiaoguang. He wanted to ask her if she really wanted to be together with Bluegreen-Clad. He wanted to know if she really felt happy. And... he somehow really wanted to hear her voice.
Unfortunately, he searched his contact list again and again but still failed to find her number or even her name.
Suddenly, he thought of his mother's words. ”Now that you've broken up with her, you should delete all her contact information.”
He sighed inwardly, ”Yes, I deleted all her contact information a long time ago at the request of my mother. I could not get in touch with her a long time ago.
”I was such a heartless guy.”
”I'm sorry.” He suddenly muttered without knowing who he was apologizing to.