Chapter 47 - 47: Guilty As Charged (1/2)

Chapter 47 - 47: Guilty As Charged

"Are you sure you're okay?" Via asked one more time as they sent Serena back to her room

"Yes, don't worry Thank you" Serena replied as she sht"

"Serena, we're just here if you need us We'll go ahead, rest well" Gizel said worriedly while Milly seconded

Serena nodded at the girls and said, "I'll see you next week"

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When Serena entered her bedroo with the girls earlier at least distracted her mind Now that she's alone, she can't stop herself fro about her relationshi+p with Charlton

There was anger and the feeling of betrayal yes, but she also tried to analyze the situation objectively

First, froressive ht of her easy and well, as any other playboy, he just took what she offered Did she really expect hiirl in this somekind of a 19th century era as so wanton that she opened her legs for him when he didn't even ask?

Second, it's not like her intention froht that he was just good as her first boyfriend and that she'll eventually ed to his cousin, whatjust to have her? He didn't even do that for the feiven these facts, should she still be surprised hat Charlton did? She should have known and understood these things from the very start

She should just stop whatever they have and well, put everything between theo tit for tat

But despite telling herself these things, why does it hurt soas she clutched her chest with her right hand, as if the action can lessen her heartache

She was so stupid How can she let herself fall in love with a teenage boy as never meant to be hers? She really deserved all these pain because of her own stupidity

What was she even thinking? Telling herself to bring her fantasies to life and whatnot She has long understood that this, wherever she is, is not some fantasy dra herself all these things, she couldn't understand why she still felt this way That she WANTED to hear his side of the story That she would want nothing but for hiiveness, and for him to tell her that he loves her It has only been less than two ly for him

No, she shouldn't feel this way She et about hi her head on the wall What rong with her? Why was she so torn for whatever this stupid thing is? Should she just listen to Charlton? But what about her pride?

The whole weekend, Serena holed herself in her room in this state of confusion Perhaps, her brain was really turned to goo by this love affair she has with Charlton, she had to adh, his hotness really can melt even the whole of antarctica

Or maybe because their relationshi+p was still new and still is in its honey really made her head lose some screws

But at the end of the day, she must be true to herself

She can't even entertain the thought of hi about her

She WANTS him, always have WANTED him From the moment she saw hi hours and soh If she really were to let hio, she will also be the one to suffer She had to admit to herself that she does love him and besides, she should truly let hi as he grovels, but she still had to make him suffer to teach him a lesson