Chapter 46 - Escaping From Flowers In The River And The Moons Reflection In The Lake (V) (2/2)
In short, Luo Jian was rather speechless as to what she was doing
The speechless Luo Jian felt the strangeness of the whole situation He felt that the person rote the exchange diary with Xiao YaXuan was not the 35<sup>th</sup> person who had disappeared, but it seemed that the other party clearly was as well If he were, he would also be a student of the sae diary, they should be a close friend But in Xiao YaXuan’s entries, she did not write about the close friend or any interactions between them
For exaether, read books, and do hoether, and she would describe: where I ith you today and what I did However, Xiao YaXuan didn’tto end, she only ave Luo Jian the strange feeling that Xiao YaXuan and the person rote the exchange diary with her were aled to two different worlds
Apart fro with the other party
Of course, from Xiao YaXuan’s diary, Luo Jian found that she was a very quiet girl She was introverted and poor at co with others This seeirls in her class, leading to her being alienated and isolated by others But her acadeood Luo Jian did not know round because she only used a feords to describe it It see addict, and her grandfather was seriously ill Her faood
The diary was very thick, and Luo Jian read through the entries one by one carefully Anyway, time did not flow in the illusory secret chamber, so he had a lot of time to study the diary After he read half of the whole book, he realized that al to herself about her everyday trivial happenings At the beginning, the other diary writer would scribble a few rough lines, but towards the end, their entries are all blank
Luo Jian looked at the poor little girl writing to herself patiently, but when he was half-way through, things seeirl repeatedly randpa’s serious illness and how she worried about him, and the frequent advances of the hoht all kinds of clothes and gifts for her, but now he even took the initiative to transfer some money to her
From this point onward, Luo Jian could easily see the ups and downs of the girl’s inally beautiful little words have become impetuous The sentences she wrote were filled with desperation She frequently started to write sentences like “I feel too tired to carry on living” or “I want to go somewhere far away and never come back”
“I’irl of about 17 years old and had not gone to university She lacked the protection of her parents and the accompaniment of friends, and her classh to be her father often harassed her sexually Most importantly, she carried the heavy burden of her fae, it was probably nor to die
Luo Jian felt that it was a pity and continued to flip through the diary The speed at which he turned the diary’s pages becah the words ritten in reverse, he quickly adapted after reading it for a while When he reached the second half of the diary, he found that the
[February 26, rain What should I do? I did soain They called me a bitch I said I wasn’t They slapped me in the face, and one of my ears was beaten until deaf It felt very painful at that tiirl who hit me hard She fell down the stairs But I didn’t th, so how did she fall down?]
[The people in the class looked at e expressions The hoain, but it was so terrifying He put his hands under my clothes I can’t stand it Someone helpthis entry He ie This ti in the diary had finally given a response for the first time A few scrawled and crooked words ritten:
[nobody can save you except yourself]
“Fck his sister!” After reading this part, Luo Jian felt a little agitated He wished that he could drop the diary on the ground and traave up this kind of indignant behavior He was affected es in the secret chaood or bad, Luo Jian was not able to interfere
Luo Jian could only continue to the next page and keep on reading the diary:
[February 28, rain That day, the girl went to the hospital because her leg broke She asked me to pay for her medical expenses, but I have no money Finally, the homeroom teacher paid for me, and later he took e it this tirandpa are both hospitalized There is no ht No one can save me except for myself I need to learn to be hts with others As long as I have money, I can survive]
[But I still feel sad, sad, sad, sad…… Do you think I will die?]
After reading this entry, Luo Jian felt e and irascible e This tiain A feords were scrawled:
[You will die]
“Your mother! Can’t you even bother to write with punctuation?!” Luo Jian finally could not help but throw the diary out of his hand! Reading about how this tragic history unfolded was si ain and continue reading it!
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