5 AGNES SOLILOQUY (1/2)

Either you rise from pit or you remain fallen and become mad !

Agnes says :

What should I say or what should I told ?

You really want to listen ?

I didn't told HIM about me.

Yeah HIM !

I , Agnes Regena came here to Human world on a study tour about humans. Yes I'm a vampire !

Yeah you read right, I'm 500 years old now. The time of human world and our world is different you won't understand.

We vampires do not get old.

We don't get burn by sunlight it's a myth. We don't even drink human blood though we crave sometimes for it. But we do respect out ”peace pact” signed with ancient humans.

When I came here and started my high school life. I fell in love with a boy.

Yeah !

I loved him. We became friends , really good ones. He was the star of our school, girls used to watch him play, wrote him letters. Wanted to be his girlfriend.

I studied human behaviours and their psychology. Everything was positive. I made notes about them,  eating habits, mind set, dedication, jealousy, anger, happiness,  frustration, sexual desires, romanticism, attractions between two humans, straight,  homosexuals, bisexuals, relationships of humans with animals, cats and dogs kept as pets , how they treated them. The mutual understanding of humans, how a married couple cope up, how a girlfriend and boyfriend keep their relationship and how they cherish each other.

Perhaps I was blind in love of that human boy that I only focused upon good human traits and behaviours.

But life taught me a lesson too. I remember that day when after schooling on the way back to my apartment I saw that boy__my boyfriend cheating on me !

I heard a girl's voice in a street actually it was a dead end after taking a turn. It wasn't a voice , the girl was moaning. I leaped out of my cycle and followed the voice in order to help that girl. But ....!

I saw HIM with that girl. She was holding that girl up in his arms, the legs of girl wrapped around his back. And his hand was on her butt. I peeped silently from far hiding behind a tin garbage can. His jeans was a bit down and her skirt was on but her underwear was down. They both were mating in that dead end. I'd hear that girl moaning with delicacy she was loving it__the every kiss he was applying on her lips.

My heart sank in despair, I felt a stake in my heart. I didn't knew what to do. My eyes cried along with my heart. I covered my mouth to avoid any voice. I wished it was my illusion , I peeked again. This time he laid her down on the ground, he was opening her shirt, she was holding his face when he bit her nipple and she laughed. I hated her laugh.

I hated both of them.

He jerked and she arched her back, they both shared intimacy. I was unable to watch more so sneaked from there silently.