Chapter 551: The Worry on Li You Ran’s Mind (2/2)
A dense red cloud had covered the entire sky The winds were biting cold However, the pavilion was even windier since the cold breeze was rushi+ng inside the pavilion froht and spacious In fact, it was indeed an a place…
Also, it was thea cold!
However, Jun Mo Xie hadn't chosen this place because he wanted to neglect his guest Instead, it was because there was no other suitable place to go [Nuratulate us! And, they've occupied the entireHan's courtyard is presently occupied by Mei Xue Yan and her people Therefore, these places aren't suited for Li You Ran My courtyard is lodging Ye Gu Han and those two handicapped children So, I can't take hi and Mu Xue Tong have been hidden in Third Uncle's courtyard Also, there are a large nuuard there So, that place is even randfather's study roo him too much iht about these things, and decided to bring Li You Ran to the garden Anyway, the two people's strengths were sufficient to prevent any cold or heat from bother them…
Li You Ran looked around in astonishenuinely worthy of his na which can hed out loud Then, he lifted his hand and offered Li You Ran a seat But, he didn't respond to Li You Ran's words
However, Li You Ran didn't sit down Instead, he stood facing Jun Mo Xie, and folded his hands behind his back He seean to talk, but it seeht to be our first forht”
”Well, it is our first…” Jun Mo Xie nodded as he sighed, ”It's a pity that I wasn't able to take the tiht years older than you You're only eighteen And, I started this year at twenty-five!” Li You Ran ignored Young Master Jun's scornful joke In fact, it appeared as if he was lost in his thoughts His drooping eyebrows hadMaster Jun, are you aware how I'veover these years?
”You don't knohy I wish to talk about the issues I've suppressing for such a long time This is happened because I'reat friends as of now But, I have a desire to tell these things to you I hope Third Young Master doesn'tto me Please treat it like a story It's not a very brilliant story, but it's sohave been intime! It's unfortunate that I've never found a suitable situation or person whom I could confide in However, I'enuinely need to spit it out! I's for the first time in ht be friends But, I'll be a good listener this once!” Jun Mo Xie's face unexpectedly revealed a rare expression of seriousness and decency He had felt the desolation of Li You Ran's heart And, that's why he wasn't able to prevent hi with the man
Li You Ran stood quietly for a while It seeanizing thean to speak, ”I clearly reood I still rerandfather took e He then announced that o He had done this becausein the time I had been in her care… I still remember that my mother had been very distressed She had cried a lot She had even beggedstained in tears She had only begged him to let her have randfather didn't agree to it Though, he allowed her to meet me once a month!
”That was obviously the first profound ,” Li You Ran closed his eyes as he blurted everything out Then, he gave out a heavy sigh as his face showed rare traces of emotions It appeared as if the turmoil in his mind was very forceful
He continued with his story after a while passed But, his voice had becorandfather hired a Sky Xuan expert for me when I was three years old That expert was supposed to clean my meridians for a month so that it could lay down a firan to spend my days in cycles from that time onwards I would have six hours of Xuan practice There would be six hours of education and etiquettes, and four hours of sword training And, the re”
Jun Mo Xie sighed softly He didn't knohat to say; [These high-born people… They endure the kind of hardshi+ps and te which children froe And, they're valued very highly by their elders if they are capable of enduring more That is why they turn into extrerow up into talented individuals Some of them even become perverted!]
[After all, their characters have been distorted since childhood! They're constantly kept under a lot of pressure So, they need to release that pressure! That's why they often iven some And, that's how they often turn into tyrants In fact, many tyrants of the past have been shaped in a similar way! Many tyrants from history were talented and virtuous people before they obtained power However, they becaot their hands on that power!]
”I also wanted to play when I saw the other children at it But, they could, and I wasn't allowed to My grandfather would beat me up if I slacked in any way Moreover, the old man was a hundred times more critical and strict with me than he ith my brothers… evensoftly In fact, it see, ”He would always tell me when I was a child —'You're different from others That's why it's irow up!' And, I always kept this inidentity in the s and criticish status!” Li You Ran's expressions were tranquil It appeared as if he was talking about someone else's life, ”I have to be calm and cultured at all times I must never to speak loudly I need to look calry I must look comfortable even if I have a horrible ache inrandfather told me that perseverance is the essence of success in life
”My mother used to visit me for one day every month back then Let me tell you that such days would be the happiest ones forbehind in my tasks for that one day! And, this stood true even if the tasks were the same as the day before Even my supervisors and masters would leave After all, , and etiquettes lectures She would cook for me, and stand quietly on a side to watch me practice I used to wait for that one day every month I would never dare to relax on the usual days That's because ht-up in surprise when she used to see et so happy… And, I would feel very happy whenever I saw her like that… Therefore, I wouldn't slack because I wanted to make her happy every htly His eyelashes were so had appeared on his face However, he was standing with his back towards Jun Mo Xie Therefore, Jun Mo Xie couldn't see it