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Yet i also detested it at the same time because i would have to lie, cheat, and play fake again in front of my loved ones.

A thing that i blamed myself for my innate fear that they might see me differently the instant i let my inner demons surface from beneath the deepest abys of my soul.

But alas, I guess my current abhorrent appearance was also an act of rebellion in and of itself so as to let them see the ugly truth behind the mask that I'd worn before them.

A slight solace in feeling and knowing that they loved me still even i, at this very moment, was not that pleasing in comparison to the sculpted mirages that they took.

The second ticked ever so slowly and in its loitered wake, i determined to finally let it be. A few moments still and four pair of eyes opened one after another.

I wanted to rush towards them then embrace everyone but after being away from them for so long and when i remembered my dark evil past, i stilled the impulses down. I was not worthy to be with them.

”FUCK THIS SHIT!” I roared in my mind and wanted to defy the very essences that held me up. But try as i might, i found myself standing there like a bygone statue.

Forgotten by time and evoked by not a single soul anymore.

”Damon?” my dear mother was the first one to get reacquainted with reality.

”I'm here, mom.” i smiled at my lovely mother. She was beautiful and perfect. And in my eyes, there can never be another woman that could replace her glory. Not even my queen, Alwyn.

My family was truly the only weakness that i have left.

”Where are we, son?” father asked while he checked the condition of my sisters who had yet to get over with nauseating feel of their rebirth. He was joined by my mother in a second.

And all i did was stand there like a static parking space. I would have not noticed if someone peed at my feet at this moment.

My complete attention was towards my family and how i wanted to go to them and hug them once again. The eras came and went. The epoch appeared and vanished.

And as even the eons entombed the cold heart inside me but sadly, there was always a thought that plagued me throughout the heartless passage of time.

”Why can't i be with my family?” I was the most powerful existence in my previous reality yet i couldn't even save them all. I bit my lips and i tasted my blood that flowed warmly in my mouth.

The memories returned as if it had just happened yesterday. And when i recalled them i full, i couldn't help but cursed the wretched system once more. FUCK YOU, Nomad!

”We are in a world called Silara Z5Q2, father.” i answered after my silent musings.

”You must have paid a great deal of m...”

”WAAAAAAAAAAAA!”

”Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!” dad continued to say but he was not successful in completing his words. Twin pitiful cries echoed in the confines of the room and i appeared as dispassionately as an aged cunt.

Though deep inside i felt like there was a big hand that was gripping tightly on my heart. And i hated every second of this feeling. This flaw.

”What about my friends, mom?”