Chapter 104 (1/2)
In the car, Si Guanqun is driving. He still insists on sending Su Rui back first.
”You don't care about anything.” He stressed again and again.
Suri did not continue to insist on anything, she stayed by his side, is her choice. And he decided to deal with it alone because of his pride.
If he continues to pester, Suri will feel affectated.
”Then have a good rest. You should come to me whenever you need. You have to find me. ” Suri stares at Si Guanqun and says very, very seriously.
She is not joking, of course, not to say the kind of polite words that want to perfunctory other people's scenes, her sincerity, Si Guanqun is to understand, but, Si Guanqun just smile, stretched out his hand, touched her head, big hand gently rubbed, ”OK, it's OK.”
Su Rui is relieved. The smile of Si Guanqun has the power of stability.
She felt that he could really handle it.
Is there anything else in the world that SCUN can't handle?
He gave her the feeling that he was always so strong.
”May I ask you a question?” Seeing that she was about to live, Suri suddenly turned her head and carefully looked at Si Guanqun.
There is a doubt in her heart. She has been stuck in her heart since just now. After thinking for a long time, Suri still decides to ask it out.
She and Si Guanqun, there is no need to bear or hide, they from the beginning, very straightforward to express themselves, from the beginning to the end.
Si Guanqun slowed down a little and turned to look at her.
Obviously to encourage her to ask questions.
”It's not true from Jay's letter.” Su Rui said faintly, ”but why don't you expose him? It's because Is he your relative? ”
Judging whether a letter is true or false is very simple. If Si Guanqun lets Jay down on the spot, this matter may not be a big deal at all. Of course, since then, Jay can not stand in this circle, no one will sympathize with the losers.
”The letter is false.” With a compliment in his eyes, Su Rui can find that the letter is forged, which is a bit remarkable, but - ”but the content in the letter is true.”
Su Rui is stunned.
”So, you To your sister-in-law and your brother? ” Suri becomes cautious, and her heart starts to thump. Although Alex, Jay, and even Anya are all talking about his terrible past, subconsciously, Suri is not without a bit of luck. I hope all this is just a misunderstanding.
The people she knew and knew were cruel, but they had their own principles, and the things they complained about were no different from animals.
”Do you remember when I told you that you were the second woman that moved me?” Si Guanqun looks very calm. He does not change his words because of Suri's surprise. He holds the steering wheel tightly and looks at the front. His words are light.
”That woman, your sister-in-law?” Suri asked with some difficulty.
”Yes.” Si Guanqun's answer is yes, holding the steering wheel hand, slender, powerful, but because of too much force, and a layer of blue and white. ”But I didn't know she was my sister-in-law, or that she was going to be my sister-in-law.”
Suri doesn't say anything. She's waiting for his story.
”When I met her, I was only 18 years old, and I had a company of my own in New York. A family Everything will be involved in the company. She is just a passenger. In the lane, I met a robber. I happened to pass by there and saved her. Later, I learned that she had a boyfriend in China. Unfortunately, she was my brother. ——Before that, I had not contacted my brother for more than three years. ” Si Guanqun smile, smile has a kind of bitterness. At that time, he must have been very contradictory when he found out about it. However, after more than 20 years, everything has settled down. It is only bitter in memory to mention her again.
”Does she like you, too?” Suri asked.
A girl is traveling in a foreign country. When she meets danger, she is saved by a handsome boy. How can she not be moved? What's more, Si Guanqun has always been the kind of man who will make women moved.
”She was older than me, and when she met me, she was twenty-one years old. Maybe a girl of that age knows how to judge the situation better. She never admitted that she liked me, but she never refused me. So We have a period. ” Si Guanqun's tone is still very calm, calm as if to tell someone else's story, ”then, she disappeared, and when she reappeared in front of me, she had become my sister-in-law.”
”Why?” Suri asked in surprise.
If that girl also likes Si Guanqun and they like each other, why not get together directly?
If he really likes a person, he should not abandon it.
”She explained to me. She said that she wanted to be around me all her life as a very special existence. However, it is too difficult to be with people like me all my life. Only by becoming my family can we be together all the time.” When Si Guanqun talked about that explanation now, he still had a funny feeling that he wanted to laugh. He gave up his hand and held up the window. His elbow was against the string of the window, and the back of his hand was against his jaw. The car was running on the wide and lonely urban road. At this time, Si Guanqun was bewildered and frightening, ”but the reason for the fact is that she has been engaged to her brother for a long time. With the influence of the family, she can not repent of her marriage, let alone for the sake of an abandoned son like me. ”Su Rui is stunned, ”abandoned son?”
”Do you know what my grandfather left me when he died?” Si Guanqun's expression and tone were still very calm, so calm that it would melt into the air that Suri wanted to reach out and hold him tightly.
In fact, she did the same, putting her hand on his other arm and exerting a slight force, as if to lend him her strength.
Si Guanqun turned his head and looked at her with a smile, ”it doesn't matter.” Instead, he comforted her.
”What did he leave you?” Surrey.
She has heard about Si Guanqun's grandfather for a long time. She also knows that his grandfather left all things, fame, glory, wealth and social status, to his brother, while Si Guanqun left early. She didn't know why his grandfather could be so kind to the two grandchildren, even if they were not the same mother, but they were all his son's children, right?
”A piece, a broken piece. There is only one word engraved on the chess pieces. Lonely lonely. He wanted to tell me that, in fact, I was an orphan in this family from the beginning to the end. What kind of commander-in-chief, what kind of family members, are fake. ” Si Guanqun still just smile, not a little reluctant meaning, so many years later, this matter for him, is no longer hurt, but just such a frivolous joke.
Suddenly one day, he found that his grandfather, who had been striving for his attention, had never regarded himself as a family member. He has been living alone there. In that case, why should he continue to stay in the family and beg for mercy?
So he chose to leave.
After standing in front of grandfather's spirit all night, the huge and magnificent hall was filled with countless wreaths and Elegy couplets. But there is no one related to him, the next day, Si Guanqun left. He directly disappeared in the sight of the public, even without the information of clearance. He worked on a smuggling ship. He drifted on the sea for half a month. Every night, looking at the sunset, Si Guanqun sat on his knees. His mind was blank, with no belonging, no missing, even no resentment.
He's just a loner.
And his brother, who had been fighting with him for so long, actually didn't care to fight him. They were never on the same starting line. Si Guanqun's all efforts, study or fight, arrogant and domineering, everything is his own play clown.
”But why?” Suri raised her head and looked at Si Guanqun in great confusion.
What can a child do wrong?
What's more, Si Guanqun's parents have died, and they have been relying on his grandfather. How can they hate each other? How did the strong and cold hatred flow out of the mouth of a dying Veteran General?
”My father died because of my mother.” Si Guanqun's fingers cover on the lips, light drooping eyes. The night wind poured in from the window, making his voice seem broken. ”They died of love.”
Su Rui is stunned, and immediately knows.
In that absurd time, anything could happen. Grandfather Si Guanqun was in a high position. Presumably, his father's position was not low, but Finally, she married a woman who should not be married. Maybe she was also a lady of a big family. However, in that era, this identity would also bring a fatal blow to her.