Chapter 221 (2/2)

I don't agree and say, ”we are the most remote county under the jurisdiction of Lihai city. It's still the most remote town and township. The mountain roads are rugged and difficult to travel. It takes a day to drive back and forth. If you go there to teach, it's difficult for us to meet once.”

Zhang Qingqing said, ”the leader of the Education Bureau said that this semester is almost over, so I don't have to reply to him in a hurry. I can reply to him before the beginning of next semester. I was reluctant to leave No. 2 middle school, but I saw you like this tonight. I have the feeling that I want to leave here and find a place to calm down.”

I was just half killed by Jiang Haowen and others tonight, and I was forced to kneel down. It was the time when my heart was the most vulnerable. Zhang Qingqing told me that she couldn't stand this life. She couldn't stand the days when she worried about me day and night. She wanted to escape. She wanted to find a place to be quiet. This made me even more hurt and disappointed. I looked at the white ceiling and said to myself, ”it's all my fault. Let's go. Let's go. You all go. This road is my own choice. Even if I'm kneeling, I'll go down.”

After listening to me, Zhang Qingqing's shoulder trembled. Maybe, she said she wanted to leave, just to get my retention and guarantee that she would not mix again, but I didn't expect that I was still so stubborn and didn't look back after breaking through the south wall.

She turned around, despair in her eyes, said to have an early rest, and then she walked out of the ward.

When the door of the ward closed with a click, my tears fell down. The serious injury of my body, the humiliation of my personality, and the departure of my beloved woman completely defeated my emotions and left my tears silently. Who told me to meet the woman who wanted to protect me most at the most incompetent age

What I don't know is that after Zhang Qingqing came out of the ward, she squatted alone in the corridor, covered her face and cried secretly.

In the distance, the song of she classic song ”he still doesn't understand” vaguely floated from the nurse's duty room: why didn't he come to hold me when I opened the door? He still doesn't understand or don't understand. He just wanted to be retained when he left. Love can definitely shake me

I stared at the ceiling for a long time on the hospital bed, thinking about the things of these days. Wang Huaqiang threatened me with Zhang Qingqing, forced me to compromise and sell my land at a low price; Jiang Haowen came to Yang Peng again tonight, which not only hurt me badly, but forced me to kneel down; Now, even Zhang Qingqing has witnessed my accident again and again. Finally, she can't bear to leave me and be quiet.

It's all because I'm not strong enough to protect my property, my brothers and friends, my women and even myself. After a great physical and psychological blow, I finally made a decision: I want to become stronger. I have knelt for women and brothers. From now on, only others kneel in front of me, not me!

When it was just dawn, I hardly picked up my mobile phone and made a call to Li Mengting. My voice was still very weak, but I was very firm: ”sister Ting, I want to go to hell!”

”Hell?” Li Mengting was stunned, then laughed and said, ”fool, it's infernal purgatory, not hell.”

I slowly said, ”whether it's purgatory or hell, I want to become stronger. I want to participate in this exercise.”

Li Mengting was a little surprised. I was not interested in going to infernal purgatory. Suddenly, I would ask her to take part in the exercise. She asked curiously, ”are you stimulated? Where are you now? I'll come to you immediately.”

I told Li Mengting the address of the hospital where I lived. Half an hour later, Li Mengting, who was dressed enchanting, appeared in my ward. She was surprised to see my miserable appearance and asked me if I was all right?

I shook my head and said, ”I can't die.”

Li Mengting asked me about my situation and said to me seriously: ”are you really sure you want to go to infernal purgatory? I hope you made a decision after a lot of thought, because the people who step there have only a 50% chance of coming back alive. I don't want you to lose your life because of your reckless decision made by a moment of anger.”

I said expressionless, ”I'm sure I'm going, and I firmly believe that I'm more sober and rational than ever.”