Chapter 1370: Murderous (2/2)
Leng Zongzheng said that he took out a lighter and cigarette from his arms, skillfully popped a cigarette, dang it in his mouth, lit the cigarette, then took a sip and closed his eyes, seeming to enjoy it.
Zhou Wen stared at Leng Zongzheng staringly, which was too different from the impression that Leng Zongzheng usually gave him. If he didn't know it was Leng Zongzheng, look at him, he thought it was a decadent middle-aged uncle who likes to gamble and drink.
After a while, Leng Zongzheng kept his eyes closed in the sun and continued: ”Later I thought about it carefully. My fear of death should be ranked third. Before death, there are two things in death. Before, if I met those two things and had a choice, I would rather choose death. ”
”The reason why you are here is that you are afraid that those two things will happen?” Zhou Wen asked.
Who knew Leng Zongzheng shook his head and said, ”No, those two things have already happened.”
Zhou Wen stared blankly at Leng Zongzheng, wondering what he really wanted to say.
Leng Zongzheng continued: ”Before I was scared, I would become someone like my parents, but now, I am no different from them in essence. Before, I was afraid that Grandpa would leave me, then this world would be I am left alone, but that day is still here. I live here because I am afraid of loneliness, but in fact, I have always been lonely. ”
Zhou Wen didn't know what to say. What Leng Zongzheng said, he occasionally had some flashing thoughts, but it was not as clear as Leng Zongzheng thought.
But looking at Leng Zongzheng, Zhou Wen felt that the principal Leng did not seem as difficult to get along with as he had imagined before.
Leng Zongzheng took another sip of cigarettes, pressed the remaining half of the cigarette on the cement flower bed next to it, pressed Mars out, and reached into the trash can.
”Living here will give me an inexplicable sense of security. I feel that this is my side. As long as I hide here, I do n’t need to worry about anything or worry about anything. Just sleep for a while, as if Anything bad will disappear by itself. ”
Speaking of which, Leng Zongzheng laughed at himself: ”But in fact, it's hard to solve anything, it's just deceiving yourself.”
”Can't say that ~~ Everyone needs a piece of pure land in order to cultivate and restore their own souls. Maybe there is no substantial help to solve your problems here, but here can calm your minds. It is important that you can face those problems with a calm mind. ”Zhou Wenzheng said.
”You are right.” Leng Zongzheng said, and suddenly stretched out his palms and pressed against the wall next to it. The entire courtyard and house shattered in an instant, and they rose into fragments.
”What ... what are you doing ...” Standing in the ruins, the gravel around him kept rising, and Zhou Wen stared blankly at Leng Zongzheng, wondering why he did this.
Among the broken and rising fragments, Leng Zong was turning away and walking, and said, ”As you said, everyone has a pure land of self-escape in their hearts, which is a place of fear that is closer to the heart than death. If one day , You have encountered an enemy who does not put the fear of death in the first place, then you should think about how to find the piece of pure land that belongs to him, killing the heart, sometimes the heart is more terrible than killing. You have everything Well, it is too kind. Sometimes, kindness is also a sin. ”
”Killing ... Zhuxin ...” Zhou Wen stood in the ruins, looking at Leng Zongzheng's back, there seemed to be some emotion in his heart.