Chapter 366 - The Light And Darkness Of An Angels Heart (2/2)

And another part wanted her to tremble in fear, hide herself from others, and continue being depressed, because at the end, everything was pointless.

”Life is pointless, everything is pointless! There is no point to continue living, there is no point to continue fighting… Everything comes to an end… and we all end in the same please, the void of death!”

”…”

”Why do you fight? Why do you try to become brave? There is no meaning to anything, everything is always the same darkness… anything you try is pointless, amidst the trillions after trillions of living beings in this world, even as an angel, are you any special to them? Can you be anything worth living? Can you become someone that others will remember? Can those that even remember you live enough to tell others to remember you if they never saw you? What is the point of existing at this point? Failures after failures, a pathetic being you are! Nothing that you do will make any change to anything, at the end, we live for nothing and die for nothing.”

”…”

”That's not true. We live to continue pursuing the darkness and destroy it. We have a duty to fulfill. There is a reason to live, Aruliel, and that reason is fulfill the duty we are given by others when we are born. There is meaning to life, and that meaning is to fulfill a duty, a desire for doing the right thing!”

”…”

Both light and darkness said the opposite of one another and continued discussing endless.

Aruliel was getting more and more tired of their blabber, they really sounded like a pair of old women constantly speaking nonsense, one was overly depressed, and the other was brainwashed.

”I prefer to not pick any side! You two are completely insane, I don't care what you think! I am better off going for a gray route and do whatever I want, which will make me happy at the end!” said Aruliel angrily.

The Light and Dark side looked at Aruliel with their eyes wide open.

”You dare go against light?!”

”You think there is any hope?! Don't make me laugh!”

”Yes, I think there is hope, and yeah, I am going against the light!” said Aruliel.

Light and darkness were suddenly suppressed by Aruliel's enormous pressure, as they began to slowly reduce in size, bit by bit, until they ended becoming but a part of their actual size, one was a bright orb of white light, and the other was a black orb of darkness with a crimson eye on it.

”W-What?!” asked Aruliel in shock, seeing this happening was rather weird.

”Then we shall be at your side, until you pick a side.” Said Light.

”Until then, I shall continue to remind you that everything is pointless.” Said Dark.

”Ahh… I guess this is some sort of new power I got? This is weird… I wonder if there is any Angel that had gone through the same thing… I hope I am not the only one…” sighed Aruliel.

Despite her hopes, she was actually the first ever Angel to go through such changes.

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