Chapter 334 - Resurgence (1/2)

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Darkness.

Obscurity…

Was this… how death felt?

Chaos didn't knew what he was seeing, but it certainly felt as if there was only emptiness.

He was embraced by the void of emptiness, as nothing of him seemingly remained.

His mind… shouldn't even exist anymore.

Yet… he existed.

Why? Didn't he died?

He couldn't help but wonder that as a sudden grief and sorrow hit him.

Death…

Did he really die?

Dying… what did that meant?

Chaos had experienced death once before.

It felt despairing…

It felt… horrendous.

It felt as if there was nothing he could do, nothing he could fight against, it felt like an asphyxiating force that took everything from you and left nothing behind.

At that time, he had died without caring, he didn't even wanted to keep living, and felt happy when his entire body began to stop working and died.

Suffering through those laboratories, as his entire body was covered in needles, as he was constantly being experimented on… It was something horrendous, he preferred to just die back then.

Who would even want to go through all those horrendous things? Chaos just preferred to just die.

But now?

Now that he was given a second chance, and he had been living his life to the fullest… he had realized how amazing everything is, how beautiful living is, how wondrous is being a person, and how wonderful is having a family that cares for you as much as he cared for them…

And to love someone… with such intensity and clinginess that it made him almost feel intoxicated… to love his beloved princess, Abyss.

To die now would be to lose all of this, to never experience them again, to never be close to these people he loved so much… to never be close to the world he wanted to explore so badly…

To leave everything behind and disappear.

No…

He can't…

”I don't… want to die…”

It was rather simple, Chaos didn't wanted to die.