Chapter 90 (1/2)

Saturday, April 2, sunny

My mother took me to Yanma street to buy candy. There are a lot of candy there.

I asked my mother why it was called Yanma street.

Mom said that in the past, big cigarettes and marijuana were sold on the street.

Then why is it still called Yanma street, not candy street?

Mother picked out several kinds of candy for me. I said I just want to eat Bo Luo flavor. Mom bought me a Bo Lo flavored one.

In fact, I like to eat, but I know my mother has no money.

There is a madman on Yanma street. He looks so pathetic. I secretly gave him a sugar.

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Monday, May 16, overcast

Today, I helped my mother kill chickens.

I grabbed the chicken's feet with one hand and its wings with the other. Mother put a handful of hair on Jiu the chicken's neck, then cut it where there was no hair, and then used a bowl to catch the blood from the chicken's neck.

The chicken must be in pain and struggling fiercely. I couldn't catch it. As soon as I let go, the chicken ran away. When he ran, his neck was still bleeding. After a while, he stopped walking and fell to the ground. The ground was covered with blood.

Although it's very poor, I haven't eaten chicken for a long time. I'm also very poor.

But my mother won't let me eat.

Mom said the chicken was for Dad.

She cooked the chicken, took a bottle of wine and put it on her father's grave.

Mom said today was Dad's day.

But dad is dead. Dead people won't eat chicken.

Mom said dad would eat. Mother is so superstitious!

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Tuesday, May 17, overcast

I sneaked to the cemetery last night.

I don't believe dad will climb out of the grave to eat chicken. If I don't go, the chicken will be eaten by wild dogs, not Dad.

The chicken is delicious.

While eating chicken, I suddenly missed my father.

I don't remember what he looks like.

When I was young, he loved me most. He often took me to mangdian and took me on a Trojan horse. Later, he seldom came back, even in the middle of the night.

Then he died.

Everyone said he was a bad man and a poison Xie.

I think what they said is true.

Once my father came back with blood on his body, and my mother kept crying. Dad took out a bag of white powder. Mom gave Dad an injection. After the injection, Dad pressed his mother on the bed very hard. My mother cried out in pain.

They thought I was asleep, but I saw it. I really want to drive dad away.

The graveyard was very dark at night, only a little light from the stars came in.

I was full and left half a chicken at the grave.

Dad, although you are a bad man, I miss you.

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Tuesday, May 31, light rain

Mom is smoking again.

When she doesn't smoke, she will be very uncomfortable. Seeing her uncomfortable appearance, I am also very uncomfortable.

Mother said she could see her father when she smoked.

But she didn't allow me to smell her smoke. She said the smoke was poisonous.

I told her to stop smoking.

She said she wouldn't smoke when I grew up.

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Friday, June 3, sunny

Daowazi said I stole his rubber. I said I didn't steal it. He hit me and I hit him. He complained to Mr. Luo.

Miss Luo asked me why I stole the rubber. I said I didn't steal it. Miss Luo dumped my schoolbag on the ground. The colored pencil bought by grandpa enkun for me broke. I was very sad.

Teacher Luo asked me to owe Dao Wazi. I don't owe you. I didn't steal anything. Why should I owe it?