212 Hugs, Kisses, Caresses and Giggles (1/2)
He would never have a woman who would wait for his return at home, he wouldn't have children that would demand things and time from him, he wouldn't celebrate their birthdays, rejoice their bad or good days, all he would have were funerals of his kins till he reaches his coffin.
It was the hard face of the reality that enraged him. To him sex was meaningless, he wanted to make love to his woman... He wanted her hugs, kisses, caresses and giggles.
But any woman he loved would be the first to be slaughtered when they come for his head. His love would curse her to death. It filled him with bitterness and hatred!
He was envious of every man viable to these luxuries, comfort and purpose of life.
What was he supposed to live for? What was he supposed to even do? He couldn't kill Su Qainwei, he wouldn't be able to kill any of them!
What was he supposed to do? Wait for the trigger to be pulled on him like Lei Xinyi? People thought Lei Xinyi lived ridiculously but the truth was that she had given up on life long ago.
Su Qianwei faced the other side of the pillar and glared, ”When are you going to let me go?”
Yu Wang who was cutting vegetables to freeze, stilled his knife and looked at her with a taunting smirk, ”There is nothing as letting go.” He took a pause, ”I spared your life when I could have very well taken it, so you are nothing but my slave for life.”
Su Qianwei's head turned sharply to him and she bristled and shouted in rage, ”I am not going to be a slave for my whole life!”
Yu Wang chuckled darkly in mock and opened the cabinet above him and took out her bag. He unzipped it and threw the drugs plastic bag on the island in front of her.
”Don't say 'whole life' like you have a lot left of it.”
Su Qainwei flinched at his words and her breathing ragged as her eyes watered. He had no right to judge her! She didn't know half the sh*t she had gone through, nobody did!
Yu Wang glanced at the woman and then the white powder on the island, both were familiar to him more than they were familiar to themselves.
Su Qianwei was like his mother in many aspects, flawed yet beautiful in her flaws. His mother took drugs too but what could she do, she was just a young woman trying to fight the grief of the living. Escaping the grief of living an impending death...
Both loved a man who wasn't theirs, to begin with.
Su Qianwei glared at him with contempt, and shouted, ”You had no right to go through my things!” She was far angrier than she was grieved.
Yu Wang snorted, ”Just like you didn't have any right to go through my things but that didn't stop you. Did it?”
Su Qainwei glare didn't deter at all, her rage was raising on the mercury-meter, ”Cut me loose!”
”I said, cut me loose!”
Yu Wang ignored her demands, put the drugs back in the cabinet and locket it, pocketing the keys.
”It's mine! Give it to me!” Su Qainwei shouted but Yu Wang concentrated on his vegetables that he was cutting in different sizes and patterns in fluidity.
Su Qianwei started thrashing on the chair in an attempt to set herself free but Yu Wang wasn't even bothered by her feeble attempts.
”Are you deaf?! Didn't you hear what I am saying?!”
He encased all the vegetables in different zipper-bags and stored in the upper compartment of his refrigerator.