10 Parents Mistakes (2/2)

He paused with a tear sliding down his cheek, ”.....I made sure she was never like you, you were fearless, daring and full of life in my dull world and look where it got you... Where it got us,.... you are dead and I am just frozen in time, in the time you left me....”

With tears now consecutively raining on his cheek he said with a trembling voice, ”She looked just too much like you, I did everything to make sure she was nothing like you, I lost you, I couldn't lose her. She was my only attached string to sanity, I just didn't know what to do!”

”Whenever she was around I could see you in her.” With a bitter laugh he continued, ”She doesn't even like sea food..... Just like you. I just couldn't lose my heart once again, I just wanted to stay away from your memories. I was just a little selfish. Was it that much of a sin...”

He took a shaky breath, ”That much of a sin that she left me too.”

Then it was like barrage was broken he started sobbing out loud with his both hands covering his face, leaving the picture, he whispered in a broken voice ”God! just once more get her to me, I will do everything I should have, everything we would have done together for our daughter...”

”...Just once more.” He sobbed like a broken man he was under the hard shell he carried, nothing like the pride he carried he was just too broken, that he thought himself beyond repair.

Outside the door Madam Lu was standing with her clenched fist, She has been standing since he went inside. To mourn his dead lover.

Just like he did all these years, in happiness and sorrow, and just like all those years she would stand there all night. She couldn't even have him from that Lei's Bitch..... even when she was dead.

Without discriminating she did wrong and right for him and even today all he whispers in his sleep is her name, even when he sleeps with her he repeatedly calls that bitch's name and pour all his pain too to that that dead witch.

She was more beautiful than that witch, more talented and even more richer but why can't he see her. Like all these years she is here but only he wasn't here for her.

A tear went rolling down her cheek. That's all that bitch's daughter fault. She has to leave, if she doesn't now. She will make sure she will later. She is a reminder, that bitch's reminder!